What's smth you have read a milionth time and never get tired of it? Almost wishing you'd get an amnesia just to read it again for the first time.
Sangyang:The Wanderer
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sangyang_the_wanderer/

Been a long time since i read stories that actually twisted my stomach, like full blast butterflies.
Special Mission: A Man’s Challenge! (Yaoi)
https://www.mangago.zone/home/people/3722253/manga/3/?page=9
You know ball, def