Luciana's Things

It seems like there have a lot of problem regarding me saying that i feel homophobic i dont know how to express it in words I just wanted to say that i dont feel the same way seeing irl couples i'm really sorry for he misunderstanding i have come to realise theres a difference between fictional and reality actually i came to also realize that i dont really feel grossed out i just dont care they r minding their own business so am i i really didnt mean to come as homophobic what i actually want to say is I don't feel the same way looking at this real couple as I did with this fictional couple. Someone actually commented this. I really am sorry if i offended someone. I realized my mistake and i think i really need a break and i am taking a very long one. once i'm sorry and it seems the problem is solved and there's no need reply anymore i'm really young i've benn in this site for 2 years and its time to lve my life to the fullest. I'm sorry and thanks for the advices

so i'm a huge bl fan, i read yaoi mangas and i freaking love them but for some reason seeing homosexuals in reality just makes me feel homophobic....i wonder why like, the bl animations, manhwas I like the very much i squeal, or run or kick my pillow whenever there's a cute scene. But If saw something like that in rl i dont have the same feeling...Is something wrong with me(I think so)I'm not hating its just not the same feeling. I'm so concerned about myself...