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In like the yesterday situation, I need more like help, (you can check profile), my brother has been acting normal but adding remarks here and there i have accidentally acted like I'm guilty a few times and I'm acting normal too.
He is beenn saying stuff like I'm crazy(remark), and now you can easily look through your phone (in a taunting way after the wifi was fixed).
And idk what to do, I'm so uncomfortable using my infront of him, I'm so UNCOMFORTABLE AAAAHHAHSHSHANHXHZBSBSBB
Thanks y'all for being nice.

I was reading a bl and phone came and I gave my phone to my brother and on my screen, was a shot of a man's dick inside another man's ass no face just that shot, he is literally a conservative guy raised in a traditional home, he is been looking at me weird ignoring me and being disgusted and I can't handle this anxiety bro, why did this happen and when I went on reddit , everyone just started hating me..
Bro not everyone is well off and an American whose family is okay with everything as long as they explain Im dying from thinking what do I do
I'm 19 incase you think my age is a problem

Like i have only two people wishing me and putting up stories for me and yes I thanked them etc, one is a guy from class who I barely know who recently hmu and another a friend, I used to have alot of friends back in 10th grade but now I have like none, I kinda feel embarrased, cause everyone i see has so many friends and people wishing them :(

i confessed to my crush with a burner account, im a very anxious and he didn't respond like 20 min later and I deleted my insta, I'm losing abolsute shit, bye.

I'm 18 about to turn 19, graduating hs, will take a gap and then go too college am I too old, I feel super old.like it's over for me