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okay, I know a lot of you guys hates the way Caesar act, I do too, but he's just like that because of his upbringing. the way his father and the people around him treats him, made him the way he is. that chapter where he got kidnapped and the people in his house just straight up told him that he shouldn't have decided to go back home, is messed up.
this may sound a bit pick me, but I kind of also relate to Caesar (not in a psychotic kind of way, I don't torment or kill the people I love). the way each person's personality is based on what's happening inside their houses, are different. just recently, like a year or so, I discovered that crying is normal, like showing emotions and stuff. because in my household, crying is not the answer. my parents would beat me up if I show any emotions because it's weakness, as they say, so I just suck it up and move on.
my point is, this is fictional. I don't know why I'm trauma dumping (I'm sorry), but the hate Caesar gets because of his upbringing is not it. sure, he shot, raped, drugged, raped, threatened, raped, raped, raped Lee Won, but he's also the one to blame yk? staying with someone as toxic as that. but, I'm still sad that is finally over. I'll miss every cast :(
anyway, I hope no one would experience this kind of love.