Mikasa

Not bl but - Rosen Garten Saga

Beast (not necessarily traumatic but there's a scene where he bites the guy's dick off so that's cool)
Non zero sum
Reverse thinking
Missing love

What do you mean traumatic hahaha it’s honestly one of the funniest and weirdest thing so have read in a while

Killing stalking, i wish i never read it

No reason

my favorites

bongchon bride
momentum
jazz for two

Maybe https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_proxy_painter/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/madk/

the painter behind the curtain

my favorite type of bls frrrr, btw disclaimer a lot of these dont focus much on the romance, its more of a subplot

historical, drama, action
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/beauty_and_the_west_chamber/

historical, fantasy, supernatural (like game of thrones but it was actually good)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/stigmata_1/

historical, mystery, drama
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/count_tachibana/

post apocalyptic, action, supernatural, drama
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/radio_storm/

mystery, action, drama, maybe (?) supernatural, very much like a seinen/shounen (PEAK + its my fav, pls read this)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sangyang_the_wanderer/

action, sci fi, drama, tw: very graphic rape not btwn mcs
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sun_kindergarten_classmates/

mystery, historical, drama
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hotel_pharus_mature/

historical, psychological, mystery
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/murderer_llewellyn_s_enchanting_dinner_invitation/

adventure, action, historical, wild west
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dead_or_alive/

historical, drama
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bongchon_bride/

supernatural, horror, drama
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/madk/

not a bl, but the mc goes through some doomed yaoi lol
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/x_time_over_i_still_choose_you_oblivion_lovers/

supernatural, fantasy, drama
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_mountain_branches_dream_of_goblins/

RAINBOW CITY (SA in chap 3, best to skip)

also wanna add to the list

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_room_without_space_side_story_1/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sun_kindergarten_classmates/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/little_mushroom/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kami_no_fune_de_nemuru/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/countdown_to_love/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/monotone_blue/

hotel phryne !!!!!!

I'm shamelessly replying in order to remember the recs i'm sorry thank you

I have a list for BLs with a shounen-like plot (I accept recommendations because I need more!!): https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2814594/

Thanks for the warning dear, but I welcome all the traumas ~

Thank you all!! <3