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Some people are genuine monsters and don’t deserve forgiveness. The way the author wrote this, through the lens of our MC and watching his trust be shattered, his autonomy, his choice as a human being dangled in front of him teasingly. Watching him be brutally raped and abused, it brought me to tears. The author is good at putting this horrifying uncomfortable twisting dread in your stomach every-time ML is on screen.
Its the reason that when I’m reading him get this redemption arc, theres a permanent frown on my face. If ML was ever correct in one thing in this whole story, He was correct in all of his ruminating before he attempted to kill himself. It’s presumptuous to assume such a disgusting vile human being like him deserves to experience love and anticipate it from the person who he ruined with no remorse. I don’t feel sorry for him when he tried to kill himself, not only because of his horrifying abuse towards mc but because he decided to commit suicide right there in that house with the pen that he was given as a gift.
He knew Mc was close somewhere, he knew that he’d feel it. He should’ve never tried to kill himself, he should’ve lived with the disgusting acts he committed and selflessly sent MC away without the lovey dovey bullshit he played. I just have nothing but resentment, what makes me more mad and so sad is that I don’t think MC would’ve ever “regretted” his revenge if he wasn’t stuck in that basement watching ML be a pitiful sack of shit.
ML is an evil bastard who hasn’t only hurt MC but other innocent omegas, he’s violent and cruel.