
i feel so sorry for taeyoon my god this boy has been through too much already and now with this asshole TAEYOON RUN YOU DESERVE TO BE IN ANOTHER FULL OF CONSENT AND LOVE STORY
i mean asshole... i love jaemin and his character i just would love to see taeyoon happy
reading this properly translated sucks cause before that i understood the gists of what was happening but now knowing full well what tae is going through and what he feels and knowing what jaemin is going to do hits me even harder and i wonder if i should even continue reading this now or maybe i should just wait for s2 cause i don't know if i'm ready to experience these emotions (i will read it either way omg yall)
i would forget the rape and love the story i mean even now i do like it a lot the plot is interesting this artist's art style is one of a kind and genuinely so good so pretty so experienced(?) but the ending of s1 is just so devastating not that i expected anything more from a story with a yandere main lead i knew what i was going into when i started reading this but still this author's got a talent to deceive like i genuinely forgot for a second the genre i was reading and hoped for a happy ending
btw if anyone is wondering there are only two chapters left

i can't focus on the action cause in the back of my mind there is always that scene where guwon was puking and it makes me ANXIOUS just thinking what could've provoked that maybe that was a scene from the future maybe he's just pretending WHAT DOES ALL OF IT MEAN

seriously, i get that if this is really the first time he feels such pleasure it could've awoken something crazy in him and the could be said about kissing - maybe he just didn't understand what's the big deal but then with time leant how to take pleasure from it??? but still... seems sus. especially because we don't really even know how much time have passed between their first kiss and now. maybe it's just rushed, the author wanted to speed up the pace??? OMG I DON'T NOW I'M SO CONFUSED
the only thing that makes me believe that it is guwon's first time and he's not lying is that fact that this boy came in like 5 seconds or less
t h i s would heal me now too, i get him