beta
All the mfs in this manwha are mentally ill, not one person saves themself. I’ve reread this multiple times because it’s really good, and after each time I’ve read it I understand more and more that the whole story was not him healing, or even getting an inch closer to feeling better. It just shows how each little thing that happened in those ten days bought him to what he was in any chapter before 81. His manhood, his pride, his mental state, his emotions, basically everything he his was tore down when the incident happened. He tries to find a way to feel better with himself by having sex and trying to change, and I also think that he tries to make worse things happen to him by being “naive” to forget what happened before. Honestly this is how I see it.