I liked a guy like that once and we were in similar positions u described. Like me being the good student them being the slacker, or the boy's boy. It doesn't work much and don't get obsessed. My guy acted hot and cold all the time. The peer pressure is high. Also inside them they know they aren't the best match for you. Sometimes they mock you som...... reply
Crippling general anxiety that made me have panic attacks 90% of the time. So i ate once a day for 6 months cuz no appetite at all. Just me and my thoughts. My anxiety comes in waves. Last year was the worst of my life. I went to 49 kg. Struggling to gain weight now. reply
Seems problematic to me from all sides. Yall mostly have internal issues, stemming maybe from family or internal conflicts and vent to each other. Things get toxic very rapidly when these type of people get together. I'd suggest to lead a more normal life. Getting away from socials and BL seems immediate. You look like you're at the point of addict...... reply
So I'm very inspired by Teamin, and my fantasy runs wild. I imagine as if Taemin has a rich sponsor that backs him up in exchange of hot raw smut. Like all those times when Taemin performs hot dances and costumes on stage this sponsor punish him for showing his skin to others. Also ravishing him before performances and then praising him for handling the dances so well with vibrator inside. And then Taemin being tired of the abuse and wanting to let go but the smut is so good that he just falls in his sponsor embrace again. And then a happy ending where they break up, his career is finished and then meeting up again after some years to start anew but this time normally. Ghosh if anyone knows a similar story just let me know. I've read 2000 yaois since 2019. My brain is rot, maybe my fantasy is actually a real story I've read here. Anyway stan Taemin!!!!
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