yeah i started masturbating in general when i was 6 and watching porn in like kindergarten i feel this alot my solution to it personally was ecstacy
note: erm not hybrid as in can turn into an animal pls just like ears or tail. also just cute omegaverse works
plsplspls im lowk a teeny bit tired of both parties looking like complete models </3
try mushrooms or acid, if that dont work then become hitler i guess