I cant find it anywhere. it was a psychological, drama,
I cant remeber the name or cover, It was a group of three a boy the mc 'black' hair, another boy with 'white' hair, and a girl dark hair too. the manga was black and white. He mc liked the girl, but the girl liked the mc's friend the other boy. One day the mc saw the boy and the girl kissing. he felt sad, they walked home together and talked about purity stuff I think just the two boys. then time skip their in high school now. The boy that kissed the girl came back. I think he was dressing up as a girl. he was gender fluid, and there was alot of weird stuff that the two boys did. The boy with kissed the girl wanted them to go back to when they were just them, the story worked around gender and relationships norms kinda more on gender. BAck to the story, the girl still liked the boy she kissed but he didn't like her back, they were fighting for the mc's love in a way. But the boy wasn't really fighting he wanted the mc to realize what he wanted. Anywho the girl won over the mc and started sexually abusing him. it got to the point where she was blue balling him and wouldn't allow the mc to see the other boy. Then the boy who kissed the girl when they were young started talking to this girl who was a artist, I think in the art club and they had this scene where they were naked and he explained that gender is not a thing kinda like they are just them nothing else. In the end, the mc lowky r worded the girl cause she was saying lets have s-x but then kept backing out so he just forced it. after that he got really f-ked in the head from the sexual abuse and tried to cut off his wiener. He was meet in the hospital but all three the boy, the girl, and the artist girl that the boy was having a friendship with. time skip happen and you see the mc waiting by a street that was a field kinda park thing and meets up with the boy. So yeah sorry its long it was just a interesting story I cant find it. It also showed them as kids in this clover kinda spot where they hid together it was talked in a way where they can go back to when they were gender-less. I know its a really bad summary but it had some many plot points and I can't remember well its been a long time sine I read it. if you think you know lmk thank you
Was it this one?
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/okaeri_alice/
omgggg THANKk YOUUU yesss it wasss somggg gggg YAYAYAYAY, dude I couldn't stop thinking about it. I would have never seen this in the drama tag. I was looking for HOURSSS. bruh thank you !
No problem! I haven't read it, but I know the premise. It's been on my mental PTR for a while because I read A Trail of Blood some time ago, another manga by this author (I definitely recommend it if you're in the mood for similar psychological madness), and I was planning on trying more of his work. Okaeri Alice seemed interesting.
oh wow I didn't know those two manga had the same author. I did start reading it in a barns and nobles loll but didn't finish it (A Trail of BLood), thank you again I'll maybe read both tonight !
Does anyone have some novels recommendations? I really wanna get into reading BL novels. I just read Into the Thrill on here. Its based on a novel, so I wanna read some more. please if you have a link to a good novel website drop it! xoxo much love!
Ballboy tactics
Wait for me after school. It was my first Bl novel and was really good! I read it on kk but i think you can read here too https://www.silknovel.com/wait-for-me-after-school
Also i recommend using Novelupdates. Its a good site to browse for novels, plus you can get links where u can read it if you log in (if there's one)
Turning
thank you so much !! Ill look into the novel and the sites(* ≧∀≦ *)
looking it up!!
Thank you I'll check it out !