Adiane

guys can you help me find this BL manhwa. i only read 1 chapter of it on social media a long time ago so im sorry for my description since i only remember a smut scene. and since it was a long time ago i dont remember how they looked there was this smut scene where the bottom decides to do sth to make the top feel good, so after researching, he gives him a handjob and plays a bit with the Top's ass with only his finger i know there are too many BLs like that but there are not many where the bottom does that to the top's ass . im really sorry it was embarrassing even for me to describe a smut scene, but the fact that i can't remember what manhwa it was is getting on my nerves. i feel like a pervert for only remembering that scene, but i think that was the only scene that was shown , I tried to ask about it before but no one could find it, so I thought i’d try one last time, At this point i don’t give a damn even if I can’t read the manhwa but all i care about is the frustration of not remembering something for a long time even tho it’s on the tip of my tongue and it’s been about a year and I can’t forget the frustration of not being able to remember.
I remember the top really enjoyed the bottom doing that. And before doing that the bottom tells the top to just sit back and relax. The top was surprised by the finger at first but then enjoyed it.
And it was just a one time thing. It’s not that the top was into that, it was just a surprise planned by the bottom.

It was a manga i read long ago. It was about 2 friends. One of them is straight (let’s call him A) and the other is gay (lets call him B) and obviously he’s in love with A. And A doesn’t know about neither him being gay or the love part. So whenever A breaks up with someone he goes to B’s house and whine about it. And they’re both working adults, it’s not a high school setting but i think they were friends since high school maybe.
So after awhile B can’t take it anymore and ends their friendship and cuts all contact with A. Since even tho he’s in love with him he didn’t have any intention to confess since A is straight.
Anyway, A keeps trying to contact him and visits him to ask for and explanation since he doesn’t know what’s wrong. B always has this emotionless expression so just like that he tells him that he likes him that’s why they can’t be friends anymore. So from then on A tells him let’s date. And B says something in the lines of “ don’t bullshit me, if you wanna date me then can you also sleep with me??”
And the rest is as you might expect. Oh and B has a semi long hair, just to his chin.