Indigo's Favorite

Not sure but I think MD is scared of blood. Not horror exactly but blood blood. Can't remember cuz it's been a long time since Ive read the novel.

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Not surprised given his past regarding with his parents.

Computer engineering? My guess is that Bada is the game dev. He’s a self-insert.

people from novel already spoil that they're gonna adopt a kid. no mpreg. cuz if glunn passes on the curse by having biological kid, then he has to die, or smth like that, so he can't have biological kid. of course we dunno if they gonna change things around for the manhwa but hope not, cuz this story doesn't really need mpreg ╮(￣▽￣)╭

- Sehan thinks that as expected, brown hair looks better on his boyfriend tho it's still different from the real deal (Garam). He looks up and sees Garam looking disgusted.

- Meanwhile, Jaehyuk has been hit on by five people. He thinks it's fascinating how he finds Garam so attractive but not other guys and the same goes for girls these days too.

- Someone approaches Jaehyuk again and compliments his looks. He gives him a business card then they heard a commotion. They see Sehan chasing after Garam.

- Sehan wants to explain himself because Garam is angry. Garam says, "Isn't that your boyfriend behind you? Shouldn't you care more about him than me?" But Sehan says it's someone he just met and implies he'll break up with the guy if Garam tells him to. Garam gets angry and asks, "Why me!!! Why would I care about that! What's with you!"

- Sehan explains that he still wants to have a good relationship with Garam. They didn't actually break up because they hated each other. He couldn't forget Garam, and he has only dated people similar to him, but as expected, he still wants Garam.

- Garam is about to punch him in anger, but Jaehyuk stops him, reminding them that they're at Sunhong's party. He says to Sehan, "I heard you left him behind and lived happily ever after dating a bunch of girls, do you regret it now?"

- Sehan snaps, "What do you know. Do you think I wanted to break up? I had a hard time too! I know what my mom would've done if I hadn't done that. How much she wanted to cure my homosexuality..." Jaehyuk says, "If it were me, I would've ran away with him, asshole."

- Garam tells Jaehyuk to stop (calls him baby) and that they should just go home. He also tells Sehan that they should live as if they don't know each other from now on.

- Sehan threatens to out Garam at his company. Jaehyuk glares at him saying, "Try it. Just try it, you fucking bastard."

Does anyone know the name of manhua similar to this the main character's look a bit similar but the MC has longer hair, i don't remember it nicely because it's been years but the ml locks up the MC and Ml marry some other girl for political reasons but he spends the wedding night with the MC and the Ml wife with her lover the MC can't stand it anymore and kills himself on the wedding night by burning the place he falls into a bunch of red spider lily which is a drug being grown by the Ml than MC reincarnated in another world which is somehow related to the red spider lily and he reincarnated into his younger self and their he meets the young Ml but the real Ml in the orginal world is still alive and trys to find a way to bring back the MC and somehow among all the flowers the got burnt in the wedding night only one didn't burnt so he keeps it cuz his sure that the flower and the MC are somehow related and a few chapters later he talks to the MC from his world to the world where MC is at currently through a mirror

Idc what other says, Ido is one of the best ml in BL stories. He literally have the best redemption among the new BLs. Some of y'all be hating him and yet love Caesar or Zhenya who treated their lovers way worse. He is surely not the best ML but one of the best regret and truly redempt ML

How can we be so sure that Bada was actually an NPC and not an actual player turned NPC? What if Bada had been playing way before the group started and something happened which caused him to turn into an NPC? Him not being able to do any damage to the killer doesn't prove that he isn't a real player but idk how games work so I could be wrong.

We know that Bada doesn't have irl memories but it doesn't seem like anyone else in this game has them? They only talk about their memories in-game which I understand is their main focus but wouldn't something random info about themselves slip through during conversations? They have some kind of backstory when they're NPCs which I assume is just the game's script. We still know nothing about them irl.

What does the note that Doha ripped apart say?

Doha still has an unused key in his possession, I believe. Could it be the key to the last unexplored area in the map?

Could Bada have a duplicate tape like Yongtaek that has all his other memories?

What happened during the first playthrough?

Now that Doha knows that Bada is an NPC, escaping would be out of the question for him, right? This really makes me sad for Doha because it would mean he'd have to repeat this cycle forever unless they find Bada's OG tape and it reveals some kind of twist.

im seriously sticking to my theory where doha is the actual main character.

one, doha can kill the killer. i said this in my previous rant and im sticking with it, cause it makes so sense. if bada was the actual main character, why can't he kill the killer but a regular 'npc' like doha can? sure, some npcs can kill but thats only when they're programmed to do so. but then why would doha be the only npc programmed to do it?

two, why is bada; who got invited cause he's a cousin of a random background character, not even close with the other npcs, is a horror fanatic, the main character? the only special thing about bada is his name, which basically means 'a sea of blood' other than that there's nothing else that screams 'main character'. personally, i have never seen a horror game where they made a random ass friend's cousin the main character.

but wow i enjoy genre's like this where they make u wonder and come up with theories. its so interesting.

i've theorised before that the game might've had two players; bada & doha.

do you remember that 2nd vhs tape that doha had when he was taking the other player's vhs from the van? the one that had a check mark on it? im starting to think that bada is playing with a corrupt file or a lost file or whatever you call it, which could be a reason as to why bada can't kill the killer or why bada can't remember the past. it makes sense cause files only get corrupted when pieces of the data that form it are lost (got that definition from google) and it can be the only explanation to everything; why doha has the tape, why bada cant remember anything, why he can't kill. its basically a glitch.

but idk thats just my theory, feel free to chime in ╮(￣▽￣)╭

I don’t know how much this would fit buuuut, lets say that there is a limit to how many people can leave and it turns out that Bada was one of the people that wasn’t able to leave due to the previous players leaving. So he got stuck. And now that more people are playing again, he can continue playing the game he was previously playing just with different people??? That would explain the knowledge he has. And since the game pretty much restarted when the previous players left, Bada lost his memories of that game?? This is so far fetched, but it would mean Bada is in fact human and not an npc, and that would put my mind at ease

i read ahead bc i couldn’t do it and major spoilers for people who want peace of mind

but he gets his wings back!!!! HE GETS THEM BACK!!!!

Someone said there's a spin off for this manga. Amamiya Sensei wa Mada Koi wo Shiranai. I can't find it.

Man, I'm absolutely a sucker for these cathartic tragedy romance manga. If anybody has any recs for more like this or The Wolf Lord's Lady, hmu. A good cry is always appreciated.

i don’t understand why maximo hates the mc so much or he’s too involved in his life.. does he have a crush on him or smth?

I love smut but this non explicit scene that makes u on edge, ufah~ let me be the shooting star instead and pew pew! I wwnt moreeee~ *sobbing in the corner* it's too good for me ahajajja

Read the novel's forum because I've been seeing that ML was supposedly a red flag but here's what I got:

ML being a tutor was a big elaborate plan by MC's mother to look onto his son's school life. She was worried that he's being bullied so she hired ML (who was kinda close with his son's age) to be her informant. ML agreed because he was orphaned and the mother was a sponsor, so in gratitude he agreed with the plan. From what i got, ML did really "manipulate" MC into opening himself to ML but his actions were still of course genuine, like he was also worried abt the bullying case. Like he went there to do a job but he also felt sorry . He wanted to confess abt how he git his tutoring roles but he was scared (?) to admit.

Though he didn't also overstep things--he didn't became the knight that saved MC from bullies. He just relayed the news as per his job's prescription. I think this is where people are torn between him being good or not. Anyways, stuff happened and MC went overseas.

Years later, they met and ML was able to recognize MC after hearing his name. He wants to confess and talk about the tutoring issue but he further contemplated when MC acted that he didn't ML. Long story short, he does plan to spill the beans but MC's mother beat him to it, further straining the advancement of their growing relationship.

My conclusion is, people are overusing the term red flag for people's mistakes when those mishaps can be overturned by their good deeds. Yes, it was wrong for him to be "spy" but remember that ML was just doing it out of gratitude bc Mc's mom was the sponsor of his orphanage. Second, from his POV, he just saw a mother who was worried about her son's not opening up to her about his problems. It came from zero malice. He did plan about spilling the beans during their past but he didn't had the guts to do so. Calling him red flag because of those is a stretch. He had mistakes but no one's perfect

I think Jack's the one who started the fire due to his mom's death, but Mag was put to blame after the one armed guy framed her just so the war meets its end. It might be that Jack's mom is the the person who saved Mag from drowning and gave her a new identity.

before everyone starts hating on the girlies, i just wanna remind yall that this is literally a harem and the novel ending is vry tragic

I just can’t. I don’t think I can take it for the next chapters. It’s so nerve wrecking and my stomach hurt just thinking about it. After reading spoilers I thought I would be ready for it, but now that we’re so close to those chapters I don’t think I can hold my tears in. The angst is ansting.