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I feel seriously bad for yuta. Idk how to describe it. But it seems to me that when they first met and got close. Seunghyun might've say stuff just the sake of being nice to yuta and he might've also made an empty promise to get yuta out of that place but in reality he didn't really care about him maybe..? Because at that time to Seunghyun, yuta might just be some pretty boy he kiss cus he is pretty or to explore if he can kiss a man(⊙…⊙ ) but that kiss probably meant something to yuta and all those kind word from Seunghyun too and the way he was so casual when he met yuta after a whole ass 10 year??? Like it was nothing to him and how he look when he said "because I didn't come get you" man Idk...if I were yuta in that moment I think I could feel my gut wrenching with that reaction. It isn't Seunghyun responsibility to save yuta but I still can't help but feel for him. Because think about it. You have this one person who is understanding your pain and saying all these nice and seem so genuine with you so you let yourself believe that you are something for them than you met them again after their empty promise to finally hit the realization that you barely anything to them compare to grandpa jaeil more and more with the interaction you're having with him