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So Juyeon the ml approach jiwook when they were in middle school and he fell for him. He confess to jiwook and Jiwook have internalized homophobia and rape him with his friend. One day they have left him in the bathroom with a vibrator in his ass. They also spread video of it. Juyeon mom also kinda went insane.
• After Juyeon transfer school and visited his mom in the hospital. He met le woo Jin who told him about how jiwook lost his memory. Le woo Jin is the one who convince him to take revenge on jinwoo. Jinwoo was questioning it for awhile because somewhere in his heart he wanted to start a new with jiwook but it didn't happen and he spend 8 year obsessing over jiwook.
•After the first gang rape( which was more violent in the novel)Juyeon gonna convince jiwook to go to his house and basically imprison him and treats him like a dog, raping etc. After a while jiwook was able to get a hold of his phone. Which he texted his friends. His friends apparently was the one who send the picture to the rapist and was guilty of it. He try to Jiwook but it didn't work because jinwoo and lee woojin was in cahoots with each other and use the friend to lure jiwook out to sort of give him his final punishment in a way. He was rape in a van. Where lee woo Jin and a few others not only beat him him but they try to fist him. Shove a bat in him and also peed on him. They aim it at his hole ^-^) In the end Jiwook develop Stockholm syndrome. He is anxious when jiwook isn't around and Jiwook just continuous rape him. In one chapter while they were talking jiwook thought Juyeon was upset by what he said "sorry...do you want to hit me " something along that line
• about the dog chapter: so in the extra is where the dog chapter happen. They got a dog. Juyeon saw the dog licking jiwook hole and he was like " I'm gonna punished you for letting and animals lick you. I shouldn't treat you like a human but like a dog." He made jiwook went on all four. And told him to role play as husband and wife with the dog. He grab the dog dick. Rubs it and aim it at Jiwook hole ^-^ and let the dog fuck jiwook while he watches Jiwook begging not to do it. He left jiwook there and told his dog to come to him and pet him and give him forehead kisses as a priase for a job well done.
I read many mess up BLs but this one takes the cake. Bad life was very emotional but it didn't made my hand shake while reading like this one did. It's just full of rape. Jiwook is just subjected to this continues act of sexual assault and degradation non stop from the ML. I can't understand how people can justify the ML action. I feel bad for what he went through but what he did to jiwook shouldn't be justified. He put jiwook through so much more stuff without ever putting an end to it. This is not a well written psychological or any those that people can label as a psychological horror revenge type of bl. It is just rape. After reading it. It just feel like the author just hate jiwook so much and it's more than clear to me that this manhwa is a rape fantasy of the author. So it just pissed me off when someone is out there calling this well written to justify the ML action.