i only had one rule in our relationship "dont talk about your ex" with me cus every other shit id try to understand and i didnt meant to slap i was so angry those times and i felt guilty afterwards and said sorry cus ik he went through shit and it got me so depressed for a long time cus of what i did but he had fun with the pity points hes got.
he's a well liked person and he's kind and everything deep down i knew but he's so depressed it ruined me and put everything on my shoulders. He was suicidal. He made my friends hate me and acted the victim during our fight cus i slapped him when i slapped him cause he told me the most hurtful shit ever "my ex's dick is better than yours" and i o......