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The first chapter with smut made me seriously question the ethics of continuing to read yaoi bc it was very much torture porn and fetishizing gay sex—from the body proportions to the sex itself. I thought this would be a psychological thriller with two red flags that matched each others freak similar to Red Mansion, but it’s not that at all, the MC is not a psycho, he’s just a torture victim.
Having said that, I kept reading bc I wanted to see if really was going to be only torture porn or if there would be plot at some point bc I was hoping to be proven wrong. I skipped the smut, but it does seem like things have calmed down some and it’s becoming an actual story, less torture porn. I really just don’t know anymore, and I think I just need to give up and drop it at this point, but I’m curious about what’s going to happen to the poor MC—but it’s more like I’m hate reading bc I’m just skipping through it and ignoring the smut.
I’ll say that I don’t hate it as much as Prostate Capture or the Bad Life only bc at least the ML isn’t trying to pimp out the MC for gang R. At least he wants to be the only one who gets to torture him lol, that’s where the bar is these days.