It always cracks me up when characters are doing the drippiest and most gayest thing of them all, the capital of homo x machina shit in the universe, kissing their hommie to say goodnight and destroying the dimesion of space and time to save the other, but then they suddenly go "that shit that the ᵍᵃʸˢ do is so icky to me" BROTHER YOU ARE PART OF THE TEAM LMFAO
No matter the timeline, I'm always siding with Hyesung idgf Screw his mother and Dojin 4 life
I need these biblical levels of fuckery towards Jiho's character to disappear, to be extinguished, to be erased from the peace of the universe, and while they're at it, to jump off a building along with the doctor, the father, and this animal who calls himself Eunhyuk.
I like how irrational they are lmaoooo I understand both points of view, but they make no sense whatsoever. Both professionally and personally.
He was pressing all the buttons until he got it right lmfaoooooooooooo
... My face is poem, I did not expect that at ALL. I don't even know what just happened, let alone why...
I haven't been here in MONTHS, and now I find out that "sweet little" Woori has suddenly become a sexual predator. This story is GARBAGE! We knew Woori wasn't the main guy; there was no need to turn him into a horrible human being to justify why. What the actual fuck is going on here?
That's a successful ragebait if I say so myself oml Bro was getting beaten and he kept going lmfaooooo
I almost gave up on this story because I was so upset by how Jiho was treated. And I don't mean the reader's reaction, but the story itself. Like--When we finally got moments of real growth and happiness for a character who had been severely mistreated by all the adults in his life, connecting with someone willing to love him completely (even if it was from a place of idolatry)... It was perfect, because we weren't just reading a young love story, but also the development of two characters who came from different backgrounds and yet fell in love. But noooooo, Jiho had to suffer the consequences of being a damn victim of grooming (wtf!), be shamed for it, and then be r4ped by another damn man who explicitly wanted to hurt him for years. That shit pissed me off; I thought we had lost the plot so badly. And then, when Yujun reappeared, I was so fucking worried that the author would turn him into a monster and justify it by saying, “Oh, he was hurt and felt betrayed. That's why he did it.” I'm not kidding. I was THAT worried about that scenario, because I'd seen many stories do that before. But... I have to say... I'm not angry about what's happening now. Yes, the pace of the story is still fast and many things haven't been developed or even acknowledged, but right now... I'm not mad, like at all. It makes sense for both of them. So... High hopes! (please please let Jiho be happy)
Right now, I don't care about the love triangle because it's pretty obvious to me that Jo is going to be endgame, and that's fine. It's the logical choice. With that being said, OH MY GOD, I LOVE how the relationship between TJ and Yeongwoo is written, even though they're not meant to be together! Their scars and traumas bind them together to such an extent that their pain is used as a condition for staying together, and they both see it that way! While Yeongwoo fears having to wait for Taejoon again instead of being free together, Taejoon fears that this very freedom will cause Yeongwoo to leave him. Without the violence, does he have anything to guarantee that he'll stay? And the same time, he is so manipulative with his own fear that he, in the end, is hurting Yeongwoo once again. It's (at the moment) an endless cycle of pain. DAMN, IT'S SO GOOD. That's why it stresses me out when they're not the focus of the story, because there's no other dynamic where the feelings are so strongly contradictory to their narratives and the plot in general. Fuck, that's cinema. At least for me. So, so, so GOOD!
I know, I know, I know... They kiss, muah muah men kissing blah blah blah grown men kissing I GET IT But can we talk about how Eunsan is NOT a reliable narrator? Cause, isn't it crazy how the majority of us had a bad impression of Ian at the beginning of the story? Literally, these chapters were meeting Ian besides Eunsan's thoughts and expectations of him! He literally believed that Ian was a womanizer, but he doesn't even know how to kiss lmfaoooooooo
Hmm, I'm not sure what to think about this haha I think we've reached that point in every love triangle where indecision, jealousy, and selfishness won't allow any character to improve anytime soon. These last chapters felt crazy to me.
I LOVE REAL YEARNING lmao Like- The "old" Doumeki and this "new" version of him have always been sooo down bad Yashiro, to the point of being more than okay with the idea of dying for him (reason why he has been "abandoned" in the first place). Yashiro is such a special person for Doumeki because being with him straight-up made him feel alive again. Protecting Yashiro gave him purpose, not because it was his "job" but because he saw him as someone beautiful. Someone worth it! Even if the entire relationship has changed (alongside Doumeki), while doubt and resentment twist their path of reconciliation, it's a FACT that to this day, he will give his life for Yashiro. That's yearner at its finest.
The author was itching to screw up their characters so badly I CAN SEE THAT OH MY FUCKING GAD!!!! WHY?????????? We had a PLOT. We had a PLOT. There was a STORYLINE. What the fuck is this??!!!