totally get what u feel, its normal but the feeling really sucks especially the guilt that follows after feeling such a way towards your friend. i think itd be worth it to look into inspiration vs jealousy and how one can turn into the other. theres stuff you can look into such as the abundancy vs scarcity mindset. basically that your friend succee...... reply
i cant believe this isnt on that jinormous list but hello! melancholic is such a fave https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hello_melancholic/ its really cute 1 reply