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At this point and were we stand... I don't care if it's fake or another plot to make our mc fall even more into madness and finally kill himself: give him some love ffs??? Get him into a doctor, treat him, get him into feeling even a bit of serotonin. I really am sorry but I don't care even if it was the abuser that was just tricking him into an even lower form, just let him feel cared for even if it's messed up ;^; pls... Cause he already broken in the worst way... He conscious and hurting, lemme get sum delulu and see him happy even if only at his own mind... Even if still toxic ;^; I can't take it....
Honestly, I just wanna grab him, take him somewhere where there's no abuser and people related to that.... Give him time, space and let him choose, grow and heal... I wish I could erase, but this is the story author created... So I just wanna make it so that although all of that happened and he trully is broken beyond I wish that even if he choose suicíde or just died or idk what, that his last moments would be peaceful... Or at least free of his tormentor... I wish I would aplly skin mending/soothing/healing pomadea/oils, anything really, give him a shower and nutricious omurice ;^; he don't need to force himself to like it/smile or taste... I'd just try my hardest to make he feel at peace... To heal even if just to take his own life.... But at his own terms at least ;^; and if he chose to stay I'd be right besides him for as long as he allowed me to I love this man unconditional and wish I could do at least one thing to ease his agony....