beta
He knows what he’s doing. Mainly he’s actively and intentionally not told anyone still. Giving no one a chance to understand and come to terms with what’s going on. He’ll just die leaving all who loved him to figure it out what happened, deal with what they said to each other in his last moments, and mourn. Everyone else thinks they have all the time in the world to argue, make up, and go back to normal. Except him. He knows his time is running out. He’s being unfair and he knows it. He’s already dying there’s no need for him to go out hating himself as well. He’s got to tell someone.