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Has anyone else had an extremely long one-sided love? It's not like I don't date or dont forget this one-sided love for a few months when distracting myself, it just keeps coming back anytime their around. It's like a damn boomerang. I'm starting to think I didn't even like any of the people I've dated previously. I was never my actual self around them and to be honest I just liked the affection they gave me. I wanted to feel special in the way my crush always made me feel but in a more intimate level. Like no matter how much I felt like I sucked as a person, my crush always sought me out and looked for me to the point if showing up at my house daily.They allowed me to show my emotions.They made being angry and sad fun, which sounds crazy but they ways made everything fun. How the hell was I not to fall in love? I just want the right to be beside her in life like we always use to be but that's her husband's place now. I feel like some character from a manga yearning over someone for this long. It's to the point I'm damn near going to write a novel because I don't know how many more years I can just distract myself. We're both women so you can understand why I never pursued her.

A long time ago I read something but I only vaguely remember a single section of it. So it was a typical Isekai or travellings back in time where the main character becomes a child. I think the main girl either had blonde hair or another light color. From what I remember there was a part where she had lost movement in her legs and had to use a wheelchair and met some snooty kid in I think a church. It was in color

Ok this yaoi manga is about the uke mc who cheats on a boy who then dates a Yakuza who shows up and I forgot what happens but the uke mc ends up having to work for the yakuza. Fast forward and the main lead discovers that he groped the yakuza when they were both kids and he thinks the yakuza will kill him when he finds out but in reality the yakuza wasn't that mad about it and was more focused on the talk they had when they were kids that left a bit impression on him. Fast forward the manga and they're dating and the uke mc is getting weird vibes about the seme's foster dad. He then discovers or maybe just assumes he's been in an intimate relationship with his foster dad and the uke mc is like "Either cut contacts with him or lose me." And the seme is like I cant I owe him my life he's my dad I cant choose. Then fast forward and some guy who is also a yakuza ends up taking over and a whole fight happens but it gets resolved. That's all I remember I hope this is enough (￣∇￣")

I remember it's a manga about a girl who sort of has a "I'm the main character" complex and she thinks she'll fall in love and it'd be like in a manga. However, the guy she likes ends up dating some other girl. She thinks, "I gotta be a understanding main heroine who is nice and wait for him to notice me and like me" or something like that. I think she tries to break them up but then realizes she is just hurting him and the girl he is dating is actually pretty nice. That's all I remember, I read this years ago but it was interesting ╮(￣▽￣)╭