Yeialo's Questions (3)

im interested... about love. kinda desperate tbh


i dont have any recos tho... apologies

I want to know if I can meet my future husband or not , I don’t like to go outside and my hobby is reading Yaoi . I guess I don’t need to ask T_T

I want to know about love tho hahaha and for another question, im sorry i dont have any recommend danmei and if there is story that relate with tarot, im really glad if u could share it with me hahaha

Will I be at peace with myself in the future?

Yes pls!!! I would like to ask a question about love and life and my question is, does the future for this girl and I look happy or bleak? Is it healthy to continue staying by her? What kind of future does my relationship look like with her, and whether she’ll be happy. Thanks!!

Before I read, I usually ask for clarification with 2–3 questions to get the best reading to avoid vague and inaccurate reading. No worries about the recommendations! :)

1. What are you truly looking for in a relationship or the kind of love?

2. How are you feeling about your love life right now? If you have one.

3. Is this just a general question or you have something specific in mind? Like maybe someone is in your mind, or not.

I won’t ask any more questions after these three, it goes against my order.

1. Do you have anyone in mind or just a general question?

2. How do you feel about your love life, if you have any, right now? (Just to get a better read of emotional energy)

I always wanted to try this out...
I'm interested to know what would my future me hold on a few years after I graduate college. I've been told to take courses to attempt competitive exams but I'm not interested in it. I've been wanting to become a fashion designer since I was in 4th grade but I feel like it will never happen due to the amount of discouragement my mom gives me about wanting to pursue what I want to do.



Few recs hmm....
Here you are.
Men's wear store and her royal highness.
Define the relationship. (Alphaxalpha)
Do you still like me?(Alphaxalpha but peak must read)
Our sunny days.

The world would be better with more love!
Don’t worry about the recommendations! :)

1. What type of love are you drawn towards?

2. How do you express your love and attraction to someone?

I assume you two are dating right now?

1. What are your thoughts about her? Or how do you feel about her? Your words matter too.

2. How do you and her interact?

1. Just somone willing to stand beside me, talk, guide
2. I dont have anyone but i love myself more than anyone else hahaha
3. General one. Its interesting to know

Actually I really don’t have interest in anyone and I have three ex and the last two cheat on me so after that I just feel that love is not for me and still single for two years . I am afraid of to live alone being single for my whole life but also I am afraid what if I got cheated on again ( I have very weak health so one breakup like is trying to go through nearly end of my life ) . So now I don’t dare to contact with man . Do u think in the future I can meet someone I truly can trust? T_T Thank you so much for your reading

Can you please do tarot reading for me and I have whole bunch of collection of amazing manhwa and manga.
And j am really sad right now so will you please do it

1. What kind of life are you looking forward to? Imagine I’m not here and you’re writing out what your life will be like.

2. How important are your family to you? Or specifically how important is your mother’s validation?

And thank you for the recommendations! :)

Why unexpected things happens with me only??
Answer me please how's my luck

1. What is your treasure in your life?

2. How do you see yourself as?

For recommendation
Disabled tryrant's beloved pet fish
Little mushroom ( I know manhwa is also here but novel is really good)

1.
-Im just looking for something that wont hold me back but like a relationship where i can share my life with... something that is comfortable and doesnt ask for much... yk like i j want aa soft love

2.
-I have a crush on someone rn, its rlly complicated... not to mention at my age lmfao its crazy but I really like this person and i just want to know if we/I have a chance on this...

3.
-I have someone in mind actually... I have a crush on someone rn, its crazy ngl theyve been on my mind... and uhh rn i think its pretty one sided, so i j wanna know if this is going somewhere. Mind u that we never actually like properly talk

Hii I'll send this to you in your dms if it's possible?

I see (more like ‘feel’) a quiet night sky, each of the star twinkling, they are pieces of hope. This is yours. Your light is steady and bright, born from the love you have for yourself yet it’s not ready to be a shooting star. ‘The Star’ tells me that your energy naturally draws people who are looking for honesty, warmth, and authenticity. Even if your heart feels patient or solitary right now as you mentioned loving yourself more than anyone, still that radiates a pull that invites connection and open windows. You are seen, although you might feel unseen by some people.

I have received ‘Two of Cups’ which shows the potential for connection and love, but it also reminds that relationships require balance. You need balance. There will be moments where you and someone else need to work through differences or learn to communicate clearly. The connection is never impossible, but it won’t always be effortless.

Comes ‘Five of Pentacles’…while this card suggests that there may be feelings of isolation/disappointment along the way, like ‘Two of Cups’, it isn’t a 100% likely if you prevent it earlier on. Perhaps past experiences or your own expectations could make you feel lonely, even when someone is present. It’s a warning to be mindful of your emotional needs so you do not lash out at other, and don’t ignore signs of imbalance or neglect.

Briefly, I believe the love you are curious of mirrors the care, understanding, and support that you already give yourself. While that isn’t hard to find, love needs balance which you may be missing.

1. What is your treasure in your life?
Family & privacy (?)
2. How do you see yourself as?
Helpless lazy bum

1. When you ask about WHY unexpected things happen, and you feel like it’s you only, I believe this goes in the life energy reading. What do you hate the most in this world or your life?

2. Why do you say you are sad?

3. Are you looking to understand why this is happening or how to handle them? Or both?

And thank you for the recommendations!

I read these all! But you mentioning them is greater. Love to see people with taste.

Oh, the ‘Seven of Swords’ [reversed] is showing that some of the hidden complications or uncertainties in your crush situation could start coming to light soon. Since you haven’t really talked yet, this card suggests that either you or your crush may begin to communicate more clearly, or the intentions and feelings that were unclear might become easier to understand. And it also warns to be careful about assumptions or overthinking, reversed, it’s less about deceit and more about needing honesty and clarity before you invest too much emotionally. The energy is encouraging you to approach this situation openly, so you can see the reality of where things stand rather than letting uncertainty rule your heart.

‘Page of Cups’ next. This one reflects curiosity, ‘youthful’ emotions that may have not been born or lived long in the blooming time so it appeared a bit late, but it is here. Your current energy is freely open and vulnerable with your love. You are willing to feel and explore emotions, to remain and retry even if it might become messy or confusing. The Page reminds you that soft, tender love is possible, but it ‘may’ start slowly and tentatively.

Knight of Pentacles..this card reflects a born patient, but with thoughtful approach to love. If a connection develops, it will grow in a practical and grounded way, showing reliability and consistency rather than excitement-drama. It points to someone or the relationship itself that truly values steady effort, it may or may not be your crush that holds the same attentiveness, and thoughtfulness as yours.

Of course. I will probably respond a bit later, but guarantee a response.

No we’re not dating. We are very close and intimate (cuddly, hand holding, bites, kind of like a couple but not since it’s not official.) Shes confessed she likes me and I like her too, I just don’t know if a relationship with her is viable since she’s suicidal/depressed. But I really do like her. I want to know if in the future she’ll be happy and if she and I will still be talking, like if there’s even a future of us together even just staying as friends.

Oh no.

With ‘Nine of Pentacles’, you do have an inner desire for independence, security, and stability in life and with yourself no matter the critics. You value your personal space and the sense of comfort that comes from truly getting to have boundaries respected. This shows that peace is possible if you nurture what ‘truly’ matters most to you.

Comes ‘Five of Cups’, a card reflecting self-criticism, regret, or dwelling on perceived failures and past struggles. Your current self-view (“helpless lazy bum”) may be limiting your sense of inner peace. The Five of Cups warns that focusing too much on what you think you lack can block fulfillment, even if the foundations for contentment are already there.

‘The Hermit’ is running to you, telling you that the path to inner peace involves introspection, self-reflection, and understanding your own values. You should take time alone to process your feelings, evaluate your priorities, ask yourself not others, and connect with your sense of self beyond criticism. Peace comes from learning to rely on your own insight and judgment, not always external validation.

You can definitely find peace with yourself. Right now it seems like you’re just trying to find peace with others, but you’re neglecting and degrading yourself with self criticisms. You need your own love first. You want to find peace with yourSELF in order to achieve internal peace.

I slowly settled my cards down, this one requires a bit of reading. Thankfully I had not asked you a third question earlier, so I could ask one more now. It goes against my tarot order to ask more than three. I’m glad I was careful to ask only two.

3rd) How is your dynamic with her?

Appreciate it, babe. Thanks for ur insight :3

Will be eagerly waiting for it!

We are both very affectionate with each other. I’d say somewhat dependent or at least, if we don’t see each other for a few days we have ‘[insert name] withdrawals’. I say we both like each other an equal amount of a big quantity. I’m not sure if it could be considered healthy but we both do try to work through our personal problems in order to be healthy together

Thought I was the one wrote this comment lol

will i ever get a tall, muscular, nice and caring male who will let me suck on his tiddies and call him mommy?

What the hell, my twin?

Your profile…what a whore. You will definitely get that big tiddies muscled mommy, but he might leave you if you don’t leash him or keep him by side for at least 10 hours a day. You have to train his body and mind, and he won’t ever leave you.

UES YES YES

"boys run the riot" is a good one I've heard.

its not bl tho

not a bl, but this is a rly informative manga if u wanna learn more https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hanayome_wa_motodanshi/

it is!!! its funny too. someone also recommended me "villain" a while back

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/after_school_mate/
Why did no one mention this yetttt. My cuties

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/after_school_mate/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ore_no_karada_wa_nande_onna_nanda/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/otokonoko_doushi_renai_chuu/

i wanna read it soon!!! as soon as my exams get off my back in fact

yeah, maybe you are trans, as based on what you've said about not identifying with the male/female binary, i wonder if you identify more specifically as non-binary or perhaps agender??? ( ´･･)ﾉ(._.`)

i don't really know of any bls with trans characters but here's some other stuff with trans characters

i also second after school mate, boys run riot and after school mate, they're all great

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shimanami_tasogare/ (trans male side character, one of my fav mangas of all time too. also other lgbt characters. this is the best one here)

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kanojo_ni_naritai_kimi_to_boku/ (gl with a trans girl + other lgbt characters)

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/welcome_to_room_305/ (theres a trans male character in it, he gets introduced a bit far in if you're willing to stick with it. + other lgbt characters)

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yuureitou/ (1 main character is a trans male and the other is implied to be nb or genderfluid. be warned though that its kind of iffy in terms of trans portayel and portrays trans women pretty badly. i'm honestly mainly including it because it's the closest i can think of to a bl, just keep all that in mind if you plan to read)

i made a typo lol i meant to say i second villian as well in stead of saying after school mate twice whoops

Just like Mona Lisa, It's more of a finding who you are, transcoded stuff

Thank you all!! Reading them currently

I can accept or identify as whatever people see me as, so I don’t necessarily have hatred there but my genitalia being specific and not ambiguous is annoying. But I can endure it. I just want to be seen as neither, so possibly non binary.

Also are non binary transgender or no? I’m still trying to understand, because some trans people say they are and others say non binary aren’t trans. I’m lost, sorry.

All I can understand is that I am currently not who I want to be or appear as.

from what I've researched, non-binary is also considered as trans (it a part of that umbrella)(well i kind of studied trans because i too am confused with who i am, i get really jealous of the opposite sex.......i want to be a guy and all that but i can't, or rather i am not allowed by religion and i haven't really thought of transitioning that much)

the longer you explore the lgbtq community, the more you realize queerness is about freedom of expression. human sexuality + gender is too complex to be entirely described by labels. just be yourself. i consider myself transgender, because i wasnt born nonbinary. i didnt even know what it was when i was younger. i grew up as my assigned sex until i made a queer friend and they made me open to the queer community. seriously, just be you. it's okay to fluctuate and change.

nonbinary people are transgender. people just want to exclude gender non conforming people.