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This is why you shouldn't get into relationships so soon after breaking up after a long term relationship ends on bad terms...your personal baggage from that relationship shouldn't become the other person's pain too. It is so goddamn reckless behaviour!!! And there's a way to go about it, but this ain't it.
Instead of saying why he is afraid of getting married, he just said the MOST INSENSITIVE CRUEL shit anyone can ever say to a marriage proposal. I get your life has been a shit fest but it doesn't mean you lose empathy and understanding for others' feelings..PILJOO thinks only he doesn't have a "real" family like what the fuck is even that...biological family?? You are gay. That is impossible for you unless you trick a woman or get some treatment done like IVFs and that too you can decide with your partner??? Don't you trust Seungpyo?? Family is anyone who truly loves you, you should know this, idiot!!! Do you even know who you said this bullshit to??
Seungoyo is also a person who also grew up in an isolated and abusive family, who wants to create a family of his own, with someone who loves him back and what did you say to him "Lets just have sex" fuck you. FUCK you., Pilton. I love you but fuck you for this shit.
You cheapened your relationship in a second. I would have broken up with this kinda person right then and there. He's not in love with you, he loves that you love him. If seungpyo stopped giving a fuck, this relationship would end because piljoo is already halfway out the door. He took time away to process everything and he did fuckall it seems. I'm just fuming, ignore me.
It breaks my heart truly when people like Seungpyo who give and give without getting anything back and despite having darkness in their life, keep on giving to those they love...piljoo was the same but it seems he is ashamed of himself (and for good reason) but saying this absolute fucking bullshit in this way to someone to are supposed to love and trust, who loves and trusts you, is so shitty I can't even say what reading this fucking chapter made me feel.
I feel for Seungpyo really...I want to protect people like him from the world （/TДT)/ seungpyo is the only person now who matters to me in this damn story. Idc.