I don't know, man. At first, a part of me kinda felt bad especially at the backstory part but then my sentiments towards JJK went back to indifference and aversion when we reached the current timeline.
While I understand that he had a bad upbringing from his mother (who I also blame), but giving in to anger by attempting murder--IN PUBLIC AT THAT--is not it, dude. You need help.
Shit, this chapter was too heavy. It kind of fucked me up and broke my heart.