Shit, author’s giving up on keeping ‘Hikaru’ exclusively an incomprehensible eldritch horror, ch 38.3 is like them negotiating with that concept that they philosophically dug into and explored meticulously in the beginning, like likening human’s comprehension of things ‘Hikaru’ likes to that of the understanding of cats enjoying kneading, we can never truly understand it beyond it being an indication of contentment and an activity they enjoy. There could never be an overlap of such deep understanding of sensations between humans and entities such as ‘Hikaru’, ‘Hikaru’ could never understand the concepts of love and death like humans do. But ch 38.3 shows the author moving on from it into monsters and humans can both change, everyone can change. I guess it makes sense, if we stuck with ‘Hikaru’ forever being an incomprehensible eldritch horror (which I found refreshing) then there is no more character development for it. Or maybe they could have done something with the profound loneliness they gave him, something other than Yoshiki being the only one where ‘Hikaru’ doesn’t feel so lonely. *sigh* Let’s see if they do anything new with the humanizing the monster trope.
… is ch 48 a thinly veiled propaganda for some age is just a number, you love who you love, you never get over first love type shit???? I’m not down with that so I guess I gotta ignore it damn
Never have I read smut less appealing… also I did not expect this story to have multiple parts where I have to just stop reading and take a second to get my bearings because of how cringe it is…
I am pleased that the authors now realise that the women crave smut too but damn, the stories and characters are all so badly written
Why in the actual fuck are there a bunch of dumbass homophobes in the goddamn comment section?????????????????????
they gave my boy blondie a proper backstory finally, you all love him now but he had no depth and was too perfect before. What you are all forgetting is that we still don't know Hae il's backstory and all of y'all will probably shift your opinion of him too once his backstory is elaborated on (i don't know his backstory I'm just hypothizing), also man boob cleavage
Author from ring my doorbell!!! It’s going to be really really good guys!!!
Representation for guys with eating disorders!! Freaking cool!!!!
Just from the description the ml seems like a manic pixie dream boy, or a completely perfect love interest with almost no flaws like the male lead in an ali hazelwood novel, is this an accurate assumption?
Ch 59 I would have told him to go kick rocks. She caved sooooo fucking easily. And this mf, “I just told you I have feelings for you, so why are you upset?” YOU KNOW WHY YOU ASSHOLE, YOU TREATED HER LIKE SHIT
How dare you snatch her hand and ask her about the drinking????????????? AND WHY WOULD YOU ASK HER TO “PLEASE” LET HER SLEEP YEONGWON?????? I’m dropping this shit. I don’t want them together, I want Yeongwon to have found someone smarter, older, and gentler who would take care of her. This is bullshit, I don’t want to be forced to accept Dumbshitji and Yeongwon together.
Is yuri experiencing a slopocalypse?????
Other than the fact that the author insists on having a grooming relationship between Cliff and Leon, I think Cliff’s character design is the most beautiful in the entire manhwa
After two chapters with panels of straight up detailed panty shots of a school girl we now have the fucking STD devil’s contractee being a 14 year old girl. What the fuck????????? When we consider the trope that young girls who often get predated on by adult men are spoken of like “traps” or “seductresses”, this is kind of megafucked and weird? Also considering Japan’s proclivity for sexualising minors? What is going on?????????????????
I see now this is for dudes?????? Why was the author catfishing us???? Either the translations are real shit or did she ask if he liked her and he said “I’m only intimate with your physical body and I really like it” and then they just proceeded to fuck and that was it??? Her boobs have also gotten absolutely ridiculous
Truly, I think it was just a bad situation, in that situation what would have happened is that either both of them died or one of them blamed the other and lived. What everyone (and me) wanted was for Seungji to throw herself to the wolves to save her or somehow get them both out of this situation but that literally didn’t seem possible.
What makes this more vile and harder to digest is that it was completely Seungji’s fault that they were in this situation, she can’t help that she’s a dumbass, every single plan of hers was so freaking dumb, Yeongwon was hypnotised by how hot Seungji was, I KNOW she’s smarter than our dumbass Seungji but she was blinded by love. There was no other choice in that moment for Seungji if she wanted to live and that’s unfortunately the truth. And what we know about Seungji is that to her it’s only her, she lives to live, she needs to take care of herself because no one else will. How many of you would fully sacrifice yourselves in that situation? But knowing that it was Seungji’s fault that they were there makes her choice so much more freaking cowardly. At this point it is what it is.
Now if Yeongwon sees her and doesn’t kill Seungji on spot and instead lets this woman in again to dickmatize her AGAIN, that’s just debasement. You are debasing yourself Yeongwon. Best route for her is to live her life find a better girlfriend who actually cares about her, takes more care of her than Seungji ever could and isn’t a moron. And that Yeongwon doesn’t even think about Seungji anymore. But of course, that isn’t what we are going to see, we are going to see the debasement of Yeongwon.
Edit:Wow I just read ch 31 and Seungji you dumbass if you were going to kill yourself or let yourself willingly be killed then why didn’t you just eat shit that day and die to save Yeongwon????????????????????? What the actual fuck??? Everything she does pisses me off, what, suddenly you’re so ashamed of what you did and you’ve been steeped in regret for so long and you realized that you truly loved her your life no longer holds the number one place for you? Now that you see that you have no more hope of getting out of the life, a motivation you once carried so desperately, you are willing to part with your life so easily??????? At least be a fucking consistent character. Pissing me off. Honestly very human though, I’m probably as wishy washy as Seungji
I haaaate that they ended up together but what can I do, you were always the ultimate simp Doyeon… Imagine what this story could have been if it wasn’t Jinjoo weeping on the other side of that wall but some person from her uni her age, we could have had a toxic psychological yuri college romance… I honestly feel she would have attached this deeply to anyone who would have showed such a depth of deep sorrow, isolation, and loneliness, and it just happened that it was Jinjoo there at this time