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I’m glad we are going the route of ‘Hikaru’ truly being an incomprehensible, monstrous, chaotic entity, that has never had and has no purpose, all of this was just some random stuff. I’m tired of humanizing monsters, and oh they feel too, just like us humans omgggg, they’re just like us, NAHHHH gimme ‘Hikaru’ the mimic, the walking corpse, the entity, the entity with no human desires or feelings because it is so so different, even if ‘Hikaru’ seems like he has such desires and feelings it’s always slightly different and unrelatable because it simply isn’t possible to relate to a fully random chaotic entity whose concepts of death, love, intimacy, and relationships aren’t even on the same plane as ours. Though I am sad the story has lost a little bit of the magic from the beginning that only comes from deep dark haunting grieving longing and love, unrequited or otherwise.