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I'm at chapter 46 and why tf is it nothing but Yigon suffering for petty af reasons when he just wanted to live a normal life in the first place? Sure he made some pretty questionable decisions but clearly he didn't know any better as a child, these fuckass adults are the one to blame! Fuck it, first of all fuck Yigon's negligent parents for not giving him a proper childhood, also, fuck the brother who didn't even spare Yigon one moment to explain himself and instead resorted to utterly destroying their relationship as brothers beyond repair (I doubt he would treat Yigon any better had Yigon succeeded in becoming a "useless grandson" not fit to inherit the company and I also doubt Yigon would be TRULY happy living that way). Fuck Yigon's grandfather for being a bitch. The ML so far I can't really blame him for being mad about contract violations because his intentions were clear hence the contract and he also made clear of his boundaries with their "relationship". But ML deserves a FUCK YOU from me for being a bitch idc I'm gonna be petty to those who hurt my bb Yigon anyway, I hope if Yigon doesn't become a badass and shuts everyone down his own way (including the ML bro, Yigon deserves a chase arc cuz ML can't even possibly commit to even 10% of Yigon's yearning for him) idk like make his own company since he has good business sense and IS incredibly smart, at least give him his own happy ending and let him find his happiness, with or without his fuckass family, his fuckass brother, or even his fuckass pseudo-partner. GEEZ.
Basically the part where Charin's (the one mc calls capo) story comes to an end and I gotta say I regret dropping this last year because upon giving it another chance and reading it again after seeing it on the clock app, so far I can say that I am liking the plot, it's not exactly good to the heart. It made me sad how after so many years, Charin finally gets the opportunity to be honest with himself and live a life he actually wants to live and somehow accept his "flaws" and see his characteristics (one being those red stimulating thingies around his body) not as a symbol of his existence being a "defect" but as something that contributes to his whole authentic self, only for him to shortly be deprived of those opportunities by dying to the artificial woman, like how a star shines so bright and then fades away after reaching its peak. Idk if he'll be "modified / ressurected" by green hair but I wish he'll fail to revive him, after all, that choice of accepting the demon and choosing the way he exits is the third thing that was genuinely his (the two being Jin and Jin's willingness to follow Charin to the end). Anyway, looks like the spotlight has been turned to our boy MC with him reuniting with his 5 other childhood classmates, I really enjoyed Charin arc and hopefully the next few chapters don't disappoint.