i pulled an all nighter to read all of this, its almost 7 am and im sobbing so hard i need serious help
ayo what the fawk where's the update we've been played
"look, a wild bear!" the fact that he rlly fell for it
that guy suh kwon literally had no business coming there
AYOOO ITS BEEN A YEAR! ITS BEEN A MOTHERFOCKING YEARRRRR
me seeing the thumbnail: i- is that Ruggie and Leona from disney twisted wonderland?!!
MISO!! MISO BABY I'D DO ANYTHING FOR YOU OH MY GOD YOU'RE SO FUCKING GORGEOUS WOOF WOOF BARK AWOOOO
we became...really good friends :D (intense fucking)
chapter 27 and 28 made me feel so sick cuz their argument basically confirmed that the seme is a full blown narcissist. he couldn't answer when he was asked if he had any empathy cuz the answer was clearly NO, and he couldn't answer when he was asked if he saw the uke as a person, cuz clearly he absolutely doesn't. sometimes he shows a little remorse for what he did to the uke, but he says it wasn't even that bad, and blames the uke for all the damage because seme hates feeling guilt or shame. the amount of gaslighting, blame shifting, blackmail and manipulation happening in just one chapter is genuinely terrifying. the seme cannot be redeemed no matter what sort of character development he goes thru, even if he actually ends up catching romantic feelings for the uke (which I doubt because he cannot love, just lust or obsess) he is still damaged beyond repair. I could handle sadistic beauty side story but im considering dropping this shit. it's not even the fact that the uke deserved it, yeah he's an asshole but he has behavioural issues that stem from toxic masculinity and inferiority complex. seme is a narcissistic psychopath who absolutely must control and break people in order to feel something at all, so he will keep confusing the uke by abusing and love bombing him constantly until his mental health deteriorates to the point where he will accept everything done to him. filing for sexual abuse will hurt the uke to admit and recall the abuse especially since the police don't take these things seriously enough. it's really sickening. this author doesn't play around.