The person you knew since they were a child, you watched them grow up, and now they're legal and you're fucking. You've been an adult the whole time.
No matter how it happens, it's weird. Even if it isn't the definition the grooming. Would've been better if the age gap was more close in age during the most prominent years of their lives, but it wasn't. It was necessary for the foundations of this story to have the MC be the adult "Savior," towards the child who grew up with adoration and desire towards the person that established their world as they know now. I love how clear he was with his boundaries and rejecting him, I just find this story really uncomfortable no matter the route they take for the romance/smut.
(=・ω・=)
I do like the premise of the story though, dark stories have my heart. I need another story like Checkmate or Unchanged Man in my life agfhfjhh
Before i read this manhwa can u tell me what's their age gap?
Something like Checkmate, Unchanged Man, Murderer Llewellyn's candlelit dinner.
Not just BL, I like GL and hetero stories too. I also don't mind if the romance doesn't work out. I love toxic and dark stories!! Not ones where the main character primarily just suffers though. I'd like it if they have some sort of spark to them.
Also please no stories where rape/sexual assault is used to make a story edgy if recommending smut. I'm a little tired of seeing main characters fall for their abusers while the story tries to portray it as romantic（￣へ￣）
stalker's game, the beast must die, black mirror, warehouse, kill me now, & i'm more dangerous than you
OMG I DIDN'T READ THE LAST PART :( nevermind my recos. also i haven't finished the last two so i'm bot sure if it has rape
post apocalyptic, action, supernatural, tw: rape btwn mcs but its similar to how in checkmate the ml just randomly assaults the mc at the beginning of the story, u can just skip that chapter btw
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/radio_storm/
noir mystery, drama, action
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sangyang_the_wanderer/
I absolutely love warehouse so I'll check these out!! I don't mind being a hypocrite if the story is chefs kiss
wahh unchanged man is so good i can't get it out of my head, good taste OP. i love a good psychological horror BL so ill list a bunch that also left a strong impression on me!
these lean more surreal, are pretty short and like all have an open/bad ending just fyi
after killing you
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/after_killing_you/
TW: there is 1 rape scene near the end
period
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/period/
TW: abuse
MADK
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/madk/
TW: rape cannibalism grooming gore ykw just everything you can think of BUT LIKE IF YOU CAN HANDLE THAT READ THIS! genuinely one of the most unique and eloquent BL to exist theres nothing like it
marionette
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/marionette_cereal/
TW: coercive sex and abuse
ore no kimochi ga wakaru ka
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ore_no_kimochi_ga_wakaru_ka/
TW: abuse and cheating i guess
two in six billion
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/two_in_six_billion/
TW: mindbreak, attempted suicide, bullying, mc does suffer a lot in this one, i wasn't a huge fan of this one tbh but maybe you'll like it
gesshouko kitan
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/gesshoku_kitan/
TW: statutory rape
sleeping on paper boats
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kami_no_fune_de_nemuru/
TW: statutory rape
for GL white angels have no wings possibly and for other bastard maybe be warned it is like super edgy though
BL
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/swapping/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_way_to_kill_you/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/when_we_acquainted/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/truth_or_dare/
+ sangyang the wanderer, sleeping on paper boats
GL
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/white_angels_have_no_wings/
straight
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kasane/
??
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sasaeng_obsessive_and_tenacious/
(some straight romance in here, but the story's focused on the toxic codependent dynamic b/w the mc and a man)
These are all GLs:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/gunjou/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hone_no_nazuki_made_aisu/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/seasons_in_bloom/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_chain_of_youth/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/your_fetters/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zenbu_kowashite_jigoku_de_aishite/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_m_more_dangerous_than_you/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/manipulate_my_heart/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_love_amy/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kago_no_shoujo_wa_koi_wo_suru/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/and_kaede_blooms_gorgeously/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/isekai_picnic/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/strange_tales_of_kisaragi/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/qualia_the_purple/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mietemasu_yo_aizawa_san/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/last_summer_vacation/ (cringe translation)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/suicide_girl/ (GL subtext only)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/liar_satsuki_can_see_death/ (GL subtext only)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/do_you_think_someone_like_you_could_defeat_the_demon_lord/ (violence, gore, slavery, corrupt religious organisation, child abuse)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_onee_sama_and_the_giant/ (violence, gore, sexual harassment, attempted sexual assault)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/naraku_no_hanazono/ (incest and child sexual assault [not between MC and FL], abortion, toxic relationship)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/chirizokonai_no_hiraeth/ (suicide and suicidal ideation)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_brave_do_not_fear_yusha_ha_osorezu/ (violence, gore, sexism, mentions of sexual assault and necrophilia)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shura_no_hakoniwa/ (violence, gore, depiction of disassociated personality disorder)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kitanai_kimi_ga_ichiban_kawaii/ (toxic relationship, features some extreme fetishes such as age regression/babyplay, vomit kink, period blood kink, etc.)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sugar_girl_drip/ (violence, blood and gore, torture, abuse, child abuse, child neglect, sexual harassment and sexual assault [none of these are done by MC and FL])
For your murder
Brutal: Satsujin Kansatsukan no Kokuhaku
OMG I love Kasane and Sasaeng.
I've been recommended "Sangyang the Wanderer" and "White Angels have Wings" a few times so will check them out!!
The insane amount of GL recommendations. Thank you for blessing my eyes I wasn't even aware there were so many (dark ones) on here
Ahh read Brutal!! Waiting for "For your Murder" to release more chapters so I can binge I absolutely loved the few chapters I read though, it's right up my alley
"Unchanged Man" changed something in me.
Will give these a try!!
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NggOrhEKuwGMEANA6NsGmti_K6zHlQ5-
This is the link to google drive . U need to sort the file by time or last modified to read it in order
Art is so cute, I love their design too much