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Uke is basically living a dead life.He might've seem like he accepted his toxic boo. But, you can clearly see regret given as to how tries to kill himself every now and then based on the scars.
Seme is deluding himself that his fate is inevitable and doesn't really matter because he still got Uke or rather justifying and reasoning to himself that Uke will be happy with whatever sh** he's pulling.