i've been thinking about this recently and i just reached a conclusion now as i take a shit,
but i think the reason why I don't like eye contacts and look at ppl's face for too long or too hard is because i feel like the fabric of reality is going to collapse if i do
i'm fine with looking at photos but staring and studying a person's feature in the physical is just unbearable for me. idk how long this has been going on, cus i remember when i was a kiddie that i like to look and study my parents face. but now, just thinking about doing it feels awful
does anyone feels the same way as i do? are there any way to stop feeling this way?
Honestly a lot of people struggle with eye contact, so you’re not alone. A few things that help, do quick glances instead of staring, and practice with people you’re comfortable with. It doesn’t have to be perfect — eye contact is supposed to come and go. Just focus on the conversations , not on doing it right.
Building confidence is key, try practicing in-front of a mirror. You got this!!
this happens so many times when i go out and go about my day and then catches my whole body in a mirror and immediately thinking "this is fucking disgusting. if i ever see anyone like this i would secretly barf" and i never think like that about anyone ever. everybody else looks normal. im the only one who's such a ugly goblin piece of shit. like make it make sense bitch why are you such a fucking hater for no reason
are there... any bl that you know of... that has the uke doing the breastfeeding thingie with the seme (bonus if seme is getting jerkedt awf at the same time)? any manhwa or manga that focuses or at least features a scene of that? pls i need this so bad. extra bonus if the uke is also taller than seme hahahahahaha
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mesuiki_x_ureoji_bl/
Chapter 9 and the extra, just the breastfeeding and breastmilk no jerking off while doing it. The uke is also the one breastfeeding the seme, but the ukes are bigger than the semes.
I’m so ashamed (also it’s in ch 2)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/surprise_interview_at_my_coffee_shop_with_extra_man_milk/
okay so theres no breastfeeding but thats rare asf and its untranslated on mrm BUT it does have nurse handjob and a sequel that also has nurse handjob best i can do
https://myreadingmanga.info/sippo-inui-aki-shachiku-salaryman-toro-ama-yoshiyoshi-ecchi-jp/

i've come to a point in life where i genuinely jerked and came to thinking about my oc (it's just me in a different costume) and my favs (who's not even from a lewd game/story) going animalistic in bed
I've not been on twitter in a long while and the word Yume shipping just invoked in me a strong sense of nostalgia, it was truly the height of parasocial behaviour to see grown adults passive aggressively argue about etiquette with preteens over a fictional character they both "date". entertainment
average twitterian happenings. we've got bigger things to fry in this era tbh