
does anyone know when i'll stop being scared

Depends on what you scared of. In my experience with various fears or just the general feeling it doesn’t always go away. This isn’t always a bad thing, you can find ways to manage it or the situation you’re in. The point is, even though everyone says it, it gets better. It’s just not a linear path like we all imagine or wish it would be.

i wasn't planning to come home anytime soon to my family but i'm getting anxious that they're gonna sell my little baby or cook him. if they sell him he's still gonna get eaten and obviously fuck that but i really don't wanna go home
i wish i could bring him with me but he's a little too big of a baby and my boarding house don't allow pets TT

i just got a massive lore drop after playing soft mode on dol the whole time until i lost my fucking save files so i started over in normal mode and holy fuckity fuck. like, what the fuck. and my religious trauma doesn't make this any better. i missed out on so much and i'm starting to feel like this game is slowly but surely integrating itself into my life. everytime i see or read something that is vaguely symbolic i always relate back to this game somehow, even if it's completely unrelated. idk if it's just because i'm the type to really get into character with this sort of thing, especially since the game leaves the mc personalization up to the players so it's very easy to imagine oneself as the character
i've cried and think negatively when i see my pc gets hurt and all that and i've always dreak about a better life for them. i also feel very close to Sydney, i imagine myself kissing them and embracing them... i'm getting sidetracked here
so i feel like this is getting unhealthy but i'm too deep into the rabbit hole now and i don't got nothing going on with my life at the moment except this boring ass, suicidal ass, business major college ass life

i'm tired of eating. my tummys grumbling asking for food but like its kinda getting old already. i'm tired of ordering. i'm tired of chicken. i hate fish.
i miss the time when i still live with my parents where food is not always on the table, not cus we're poor, but cus it's a you-snooze-you-lose kinda system and i'm always snoozing.
i think it's more exciting that way and eating doesn't get boring quickly. or maybe im just inhaling too much copium.
anyways, recomend me some food to order guys
why does my hand still hurts even though i've used it to jerk off for years? shouldn't it be accustomed to it by now? why is it so fucking weak?
You need to Exercise my friend (≧∀≦)
isn't jerking off daily counts as a hand exercise ?
overuse & keeping your hand in one position too long causes strain, & compression of your nerves (which can lead to long term injury). give it a rest, damn
wait are you fr... what do i do now
yeah, if you do it that often it probably takes longer to finish. take breaks, stop for at least 2 days starting now & every so often.
alright i'll do that... after i got a vibe kkk. thanks for your advice though