
Im convinced its delusion. If you go back to the beginning, some one was robbing him and guwon killed the robber (or maybe im just delusional too)

I think he's confusing the time the robber hit him with Guwon killing his dad. You can see the blacked out person changes to the dads clothes after he is hit, way back in the prologue. And in the new memories in the latest chapters
Also explains why he'd been waking up strangling Guwon from his dreams - his subconscious remembered.

I wish they would hurry up and explain why the grand duke "hates" the king. Theres so much wasted angst potential here!! ヽ(`Д´)ノ

My guess is exactly what our MC said to the freaky little kid. "refusing to change". I think after killing 41 kings, he just can't believe this the 42nd is any different. I have a suspicion that he never actually hated the MC, just refused to accept that he actually does care.
I mean, how temperamental can you be though?!
"I hate you. Wait. Why the hell did you leave me?! You're not suppose to do that!"
Like what did this dumbass think was going to happen when you have proven you have no problems killing the person you just said that you hated?
Does anybody know if this is/ is going to be a side story for minamis friend and karasumas brother?
frr i need it