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Cus there's no way in hell this topic will come up anywhere , beside mangago i read on one popular website (nhen***) which famous for its hentai collections. Im an addict yaoi reader ( for the plot ) but it just irritates me when i search yaoi or bl there and the results is just some girl-looking boy with dick. Like when i wanna read man x man i wanted them to be a man or a male not some girly faced boys with dick that ended up as twink bottom. I read for pleasure but i rly do looking for the plot sometimes, i think these type of genre brings out conflict that isnt exist in usual type of reads. But when it get into bl but theres this cover showing a girly looking face boy with dick that obviously a submissive twink, i dont like it at all. I want them to look like a man, loving another man like how gay people would. Whats the point of looking for bl reads that shows somewhat a girl with dick anyway