
anything that will pull at my heartstrings and get me intensely emotionally attached to the characters and/or get me really really invested in the plot / character / relationships
BL:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/never_understand/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ao_no_flag/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dark_heaven/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hikaru_ga_shinda_natsu/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/saye/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/semantic_error/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/king_s_maker/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/banana_fish/
GL:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/lass_2/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ring_my_bell/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/opium/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_guy_she_was_interested_in_wasn_t_a_guy_at_all/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/relationship_guidelines/
"its like theyre all getting bpd" (I HAVE BPD, PLS IM NOT SAYING IT OUTTA HATE OR IGNORANCE OR SOMETHING) maybe js kamiya tho. heard someone say bpd is like 'kicked puppy syndrome' but anyway
this gives me a little bit of hope that maybe ill have a normal non-toxic, not traumatizing and non-codependent relationship in the future.
need somebody emotionally stable, not moved by my grand gestures of love, wont budge against my love bombing and will stick with me through thick and thin. and never leave me or hurt me or betray or enable me to repeating old patterns. i might as well js wish for a unicorn, thatd be easier to obtain.
this christmas, im gonna sit on santas lap, pull out my long list of requirements for my ideal boyfriend and explain every little detail to him to make sure he gets the full idea. santa better give me a boyfriend or im bombing his workshop. he and his elves can go byebye forever