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I just start reading this and already bawling in tears. This is so painful what the heck. She is so strong yet fragile at the same time. If I'm her, I will stab myself and died in front of everyone, I want them to see the very person they kill emotionally and physically. The fact that she is afraid to take her own life by immediate death such us stabbing herself, it proves that she still want to live, which makes this story even more painful.
She lost her entire childhood being raised in Everett family, and waste her precious time rotting in Valentine Duchy, even if they got divorce it said she will get sold of to anyone else. She doesn't have a life for herself. So, I'm sorry to say this but I still don't understand why she wants to live ...... like ...... there's no hope at all.
No matter how much I think and imagined myself to be in her shoes, having hope is foolish, no one truly on my side, so I rather die even if it's painful.
I know she mentioned Charlotte, but I still don't understand.....