Hi guys, I just came back after finishing ch 80, let me summarise some things for you guys, be aware, spoiler warning
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1.So basically, our MC (kihyun) is the reincarnation of moony, who was the servent if the young master. Manager jeon is the reincarnation of the young master.
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2. Let me clear out the back story first, so, in the past life, young master was a huge player, and he couldn't stand his servants for long, kept on changing them. He was very handsome so everyone was struck by his visual and he was annoyed by it (specially his servants). Moony was a huge stalker, he always looked at him, to the point it was really creepy, he'd get jealous of his male fuckbudies, at some point he was like 'I need to get rid of that dude master is banging', master ignored it till then cuz moony was a hardworker and he thought moony is better than having a servant who is even more annoying/unpleasant than him. But after moony's obsession was becoming too much, he planned to get rid off him.
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3. At that time, in the village, there was a snake monster, the villagers dug a huge hole to catch the monster, young master led moony to that hole and told him to get down on the pit cuz he was curious, but once moony went down, he left.
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4. After a day or so, as people were questioning why moony wasn't trailing after him, he said he left him in the hole and to go rescye him if he's still alive
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5. Moony went into a coma, he was half alive, like breathing but no response no conscious, he laid down for months, the master eventually forgot about him, he was enjoying his freedom yet again, but after I think a few months he one day went to the servants quarter and saw moony, and he suddenly was interested in him. Why, I'll explain, but first let's talk about young masters kink cuz it is tied to it.
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6. Young master likes non-con play, and later he realizes he has necrophilia (his growing interest in moony's corpse like body), he likes people that don't listen/like him. This is why he hated moony because he was always blushy/salivating looking at him.
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7. A rumor starts in the village that the snake monster can shape shift into the victims that it eats alive. So in order to bring moony back (at this point, young master has stopped fooling around/drinking/banging and spends all his time looking at unresponsive moony laying down all day), he decudes that if he lets the snake eat moony, then moony will comeback and not die (moony's body has shrunk, and his comatose body will die soon). So he calls a shaman to help him, spends money to capture the snake alive.
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8. The shaman is Yuran's anchestor (the lady in the office is Yuran), she is the descendent of the shaman that helped young master. Her family gets cursed for generation for doing something like this, the ritual, I will explain later.
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9. The master tells the shaman to store away a fragment of moony's soul in an object, so that when the monster transforms, the corpse like moony comes back, because he doesn't want healthy moony back. The shaman is shicked and mumbles that she feels sorry for moony, because he met a bad master and will be turned into alive monster (her descendents bare this pity for moony for generations and also tge bad karma for this ritual).
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10. So the ritual goes, they will feed the snake moony's blood, which will trigger the snake to transform into human form (moony's body), and consciousness. They store a fragmant of his soul into a bookmark that the young master once gave to moony. They plant to split moony's soul into 2 parts, so that healthy moony is not back. But the ritual goes wrong, reason why our MC doesn't have a soul at all, he is part moony but he himself doesn't have a soul, it's empty.
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11. Even though both are trash, it is sad for moony because when alive, the master didn't like him, but when half alive, like a cirpse, he suddenly says he loves him (yes, this is what the young master continues to say). So this is the reason why MC didn't wanna remember his past, it was in the back of his mind, why he ignored and pretended to know nothing, because he didn't want to remember why the master likes him after all those time.
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12. Let's get back to the ghosts we have, focusing on MC side. So, as of now, we can say, moony's soul is split into 3 parts, the MC (who doesn't know and is not aware of the past, till he sees through dreams), the snake one(extends neck, this is the stalker/blushy moony)(any time I mention snake soul/snaky, I refer to the old obsessed original moony), and the subconscious one hidden behind MC's mind(the monster moony, from the failed ritual, the one who seeks revenge on master and shaman), that came out only twice (I won't spoil why it came out). As for the manager/master, it is split into these 2. Manager jeong comes to know about his fate (that he and MC are meant to be together in this life) after MC and he visits Yuran and her grandma who is a shaman, who tells him.
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13. The snake soul part of moony at first didn't know that MC is the reincarnation of himself (mainly cuz he doesn't have a soul of his own). Manager jeong immediately feels drawn to him, because MC is reincarnated with his type of face and voice. But since snake didn't knkw, he gets annoyed at him and even hates MC and sabotages him, hence he tries to get manager and Jumin together instead because he feels more related to Jumin (because jumin tried to approach manager but gets hard ignored lmao so snake is like besty lemme help you (end mf ends up sabotaging himself) and forces manager to ignore (and later) hate MC and be lovey dovey with Jumin by controlling his mind). Snaky also splits a part of manager's soul to replicate his body to torment MC and ruin their dynamic even further. But snaky, once realizes the huge ass blunder he did, comes clean to MC (by talking to him through Yuran's body) and says 'bestie I'm sorry, I swear imma help u get back together, all we gotta do is be loved by manager, cuz that's what we (moony) deserve'. So MC is like ok, I get it, but why do I have to be loved, you're moony too, so why don't you get loved and leave me alone and snaky is like 'bitch I wanna get banged as well but I don't have a fucking body, I can't get the juice, so it has to be you, I'm gonna get budhistava and go back to heaven as a virgin (yes, he indeed sats that, I'm not joking). So MC takes all these info in, gets banged by young master, manager gets jelly and argues 'bitch get the heck out, that hole is mine' (again, this exact line is in there, I ain't kidding) so master is like shut up and get sucked, so it turns out into a 3some for like 5 mins, (before this, master banged MC all night so he passes out). After waking up, Yuran is like 'why are you taking so long and pretending not to know anything, get manager's love fast and break this curse', she pushes him quite a lot and the moony that was hidden inside him gets angry and says 'why are you pushing him? Isn't it your own fault for accumulating a karma like this, are you gonna do this to me in this life again? (The hidden moony is hurt/angry and realizes why master likes him after being half dead and he doesn't appreciate it, so he's against MC sacrifice and trying for manager's love (well, I don't know he's totally against it, but he warned Yuran not to rush MC or force him), master overhears Yuran telling MC to try for maanger's love and he doesn't like it (yes, Jeong's 2 parts are fighting each other over MC, manager doesn't wabt him like this, he wants build up, but master doesn't care cuz he's trash), so he confronts MC about it. MC asks him why he says he loves him now when he hated him in the past life, when he was alive, master says bs about him loving how no natter how much he called him he didn't answer, didn't look or respond and he loved it and fell in love so he wanted the corpsy moony back. MC realizes how trash he is and his memories get triggers, he sees the backs stroy and wakes up crying. And says 'so this is the reason why I didn't want to recall my memories all this time'. This is how much I read.
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14. Take a note of one thing, so the parts of the souks are vastly different from each other, for example, for MC, snaky part is the puppy/blushy/stalker moony that is obsessed with master/manager, the MC (reincarnated moony with no soul) looks like manager's type, and his personality is also how master would like it (he doesn't like manager, not blushy, not coy, hates non con etc), he doesn't want anything to do with all this and wants to get back to ordinary life. The hidden moony is hurt/resentful, realizes trashy master, is aware of the unfairness or cruelty of the ritual performed in him, is he hostile or not, what he wants- we don't know for sure yet. As for Joeng- master (trasy, player, necrophilia, kinky, doesn't care about any of the moony's feelings or consent, just doesn't want MC to die, wants to bang. Manager- wasn't aware of any of the shit surrounding his past self, was manipulated by snaky, is attracted to MC but doesn't want non-con sex, confused by MCs behaviour most of the time. Realizes what's his fate is after being told by granny shaman, doesn't seem to believe it fully, but hates when master bangs MC, and stops master (tries to, mf is strong).
Ok, I'll get back later y'all, adios.
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Y'all I'm back, so yuh, master was telling him the story of his past life and MC is shocked and crying and grabs him by the neck, saying how could he do this, the keast he could've done was let him die in a friggin coma like normal. But no, he drained his blood and performed a failed ritual, he remebers the feeling of getting stabbed and all that followed. He's super angry, but master is saying that's not all, after the ritual failed, he did a lot of sacrifices to keep his hody alive, then a shaman came and told him 'if not this, then what about the next life'
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Something fun is happening, so monster moony is mad at MC for remembering the past that he didn't wanna remember, so he's like you promised me you'd pretend not to know/interact with master again in this life and not recall the past but you did it, so I have to takeover and clear this mess. So he takes over, stabs master (yessssssss), says 'I gotta give you back the pain you gave me', master flees from body, manager gets back and is like 'why am I here, wasn't being stabbed a dream' and monster moony is liie butch how long are you gonna pretend it's not you huh?, I don't care, get stabbed, and goes to find Yuran, snaky is like why did you take over, you can't handle this, your body can't bear it, and nosty is like bitch move, I have business with Yuran. Honestly, well deserved, the revenge is justified (manager didn't die, he's just on the floor). I'll comeback after reading further.
Hi guys, I just came back after finishing ch 80, let me summarise some things for you guys, be aware, spoiler warning
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1.So basically, our MC (kihyun) is the reincarnation of moony, who was the servent if the young master. Manager jeon is the reincarnation of the young master.
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2. Let me clear out the back story first, so, in the past life, young master was a huge player, and he couldn't stand his servants for long, kept on changing them. He was very handsome so everyone was struck by his visual and he was annoyed by it (specially his servants). Moony was a huge stalker, he always looked at him, to the point it was really creepy, he'd get jealous of his male fuckbudies, at some point he was like 'I need to get rid of that dude master is banging', master ignored it till then cuz moony was a hardworker and he thought moony is better than having a servant who is even more annoying/unpleasant than him. But after moony's obsession was becoming too much, he planned to get rid off him.
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3. At that time, in the village, there was a snake monster, the villagers dug a huge hole to catch the monster, young master led moony to that hole and told him to get down on the pit cuz he was curious, but once moony went down, he left.
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4. After a day or so, as people were questioning why moony wasn't trailing after him, he said he left him in the hole and to go rescye him if he's still alive
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5. Moony went into a coma, he was half alive, like breathing but no response no conscious, he laid down for months, the master eventually forgot about him, he was enjoying his freedom yet again, but after I think a few months he one day went to the servants quarter and saw moony, and he suddenly was interested in him. Why, I'll explain, but first let's talk about young masters kink cuz it is tied to it.
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6. Young master likes non-con play, and later he realizes he has necrophilia (his growing interest in moony's corpse like body), he likes people that don't listen/like him. This is why he hated moony because he was always blushy/salivating looking at him.
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7. A rumor starts in the village that the snake monster can shape shift into the victims that it eats alive. So in order to bring moony back (at this point, young master has stopped fooling around/drinking/banging and spends all his time looking at unresponsive moony laying down all day), he decudes that if he lets the snake eat moony, then moony will comeback and not die (moony's body has shrunk, and his comatose body will die soon). So he calls a shaman to help him, spends money to capture the snake alive.
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8. The shaman is Yuran's anchestor (the lady in the office is Yuran), she is the descendent of the shaman that helped young master. Her family gets cursed for generation for doing something like this, the ritual, I will explain later.
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9. The master tells the shaman to store away a fragment of moony's soul in an object, so that when the monster transforms, the corpse like moony comes back, because he doesn't want healthy moony back. The shaman is shicked and mumbles that she feels sorry for moony, because he met a bad master and will be turned into alive monster (her descendents bare this pity for moony for generations and also tge bad karma for this ritual).
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10. So the ritual goes, they will feed the snake moony's blood, which will trigger the snake to transform into human form (moony's body), and consciousness. They store a fragmant of his soul into a bookmark that the young master once gave to moony. They plant to split moony's soul into 2 parts, so that healthy moony is not back. But the ritual goes wrong, reason why our MC doesn't have a soul at all, he is part moony but he himself doesn't have a soul, it's empty.
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11. Even though both are trash, it is sad for moony because when alive, the master didn't like him, but when half alive, like a cirpse, he suddenly says he loves him (yes, this is what the young master continues to say). So this is the reason why MC didn't wanna remember his past, it was in the back of his mind, why he ignored and pretended to know nothing, because he didn't want to remember why the master likes him after all those time.
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12. Let's get back to the ghosts we have, focusing on MC side. So, as of now, we can say, moony's soul is split into 3 parts, the MC (who doesn't know and is not aware of the past, till he sees through dreams), the snake one(extends neck, this is the stalker/blushy moony)(any time I mention snake soul/snaky, I refer to the old obsessed original moony), and the subconscious one hidden behind MC's mind(the monster moony, from the failed ritual, the one who seeks revenge on master and shaman), that came out only twice (I won't spoil why it came out). As for the manager/master, it is split into these 2. Manager jeong comes to know about his fate (that he and MC are meant to be together in this life) after MC and he visits Yuran and her grandma who is a shaman, who tells him.
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13. The snake soul part of moony at first didn't know that MC is the reincarnation of himself (mainly cuz he doesn't have a soul of his own). Manager jeong immediately feels drawn to him, because MC is reincarnated with his type of face and voice. But since snake didn't knkw, he gets annoyed at him and even hates MC and sabotages him, hence he tries to get manager and Jumin together instead because he feels more related to Jumin (because jumin tried to approach manager but gets hard ignored lmao so snake is like besty lemme help you (end mf ends up sabotaging himself) and forces manager to ignore (and later) hate MC and be lovey dovey with Jumin by controlling his mind). Snaky also splits a part of manager's soul to replicate his body to torment MC and ruin their dynamic even further. But snaky, once realizes the huge ass blunder he did, comes clean to MC (by talking to him through Yuran's body) and says 'bestie I'm sorry, I swear imma help u get back together, all we gotta do is be loved by manager, cuz that's what we (moony) deserve'. So MC is like ok, I get it, but why do I have to be loved, you're moony too, so why don't you get loved and leave me alone and snaky is like 'bitch I wanna get banged as well but I don't have a fucking body, I can't get the juice, so it has to be you, I'm gonna get budhistava and go back to heaven as a virgin (yes, he indeed sats that, I'm not joking). So MC takes all these info in, gets banged by young master, manager gets jelly and argues 'bitch get the heck out, that hole is mine' (again, this exact line is in there, I ain't kidding) so master is like shut up and get sucked, so it turns out into a 3some for like 5 mins, (before this, master banged MC all night so he passes out). After waking up, Yuran is like 'why are you taking so long and pretending not to know anything, get manager's love fast and break this curse', she pushes him quite a lot and the moony that was hidden inside him gets angry and says 'why are you pushing him? Isn't it your own fault for accumulating a karma like this, are you gonna do this to me in this life again? (The hidden moony is hurt/angry and realizes why master likes him after being half dead and he doesn't appreciate it, so he's against MC sacrifice and trying for manager's love (well, I don't know he's totally against it, but he warned Yuran not to rush MC or force him), master overhears Yuran telling MC to try for maanger's love and he doesn't like it (yes, Jeong's 2 parts are fighting each other over MC, manager doesn't wabt him like this, he wants build up, but master doesn't care cuz he's trash), so he confronts MC about it. MC asks him why he says he loves him now when he hated him in the past life, when he was alive, master says bs about him loving how no natter how much he called him he didn't answer, didn't look or respond and he loved it and fell in love so he wanted the corpsy moony back. MC realizes how trash he is and his memories get triggers, he sees the backs stroy and wakes up crying. And says 'so this is the reason why I didn't want to recall my memories all this time'. This is how much I read.
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14. Take a note of one thing, so the parts of the souks are vastly different from each other, for example, for MC, snaky part is the puppy/blushy/stalker moony that is obsessed with master/manager, the MC (reincarnated moony with no soul) looks like manager's type, and his personality is also how master would like it (he doesn't like manager, not blushy, not coy, hates non con etc), he doesn't want anything to do with all this and wants to get back to ordinary life. The hidden moony is hurt/resentful, realizes trashy master, is aware of the unfairness or cruelty of the ritual performed in him, is he hostile or not, what he wants- we don't know for sure yet. As for Joeng- master (trasy, player, necrophilia, kinky, doesn't care about any of the moony's feelings or consent, just doesn't want MC to die, wants to bang. Manager- wasn't aware of any of the shit surrounding his past self, was manipulated by snaky, is attracted to MC but doesn't want non-con sex, confused by MCs behaviour most of the time. Realizes what's his fate is after being told by granny shaman, doesn't seem to believe it fully, but hates when master bangs MC, and stops master (tries to, mf is strong).
Ok, I'll get back later y'all, adios.
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Y'all I'm back, so yuh, master was telling him the story of his past life and MC is shocked and crying and grabs him by the neck, saying how could he do this, the keast he could've done was let him die in a friggin coma like normal. But no, he drained his blood and performed a failed ritual, he remebers the feeling of getting stabbed and all that followed. He's super angry, but master is saying that's not all, after the ritual failed, he did a lot of sacrifices to keep his hody alive, then a shaman came and told him 'if not this, then what about the next life'
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Something fun is happening, so monster moony is mad at MC for remembering the past that he didn't wanna remember, so he's like you promised me you'd pretend not to know/interact with master again in this life and not recall the past but you did it, so I have to takeover and clear this mess. So he takes over, stabs master (yessssssss), says 'I gotta give you back the pain you gave me', master flees from body, manager gets back and is like 'why am I here, wasn't being stabbed a dream' and monster moony is liie butch how long are you gonna pretend it's not you huh?, I don't care, get stabbed, and goes to find Yuran, snaky is like why did you take over, you can't handle this, your body can't bear it, and nosty is like bitch move, I have business with Yuran. Honestly, well deserved, the revenge is justified (manager didn't die, he's just on the floor). I'll comeback after reading further.
After my brain surgery, I dont know what is wrong with me. My brain not braining, i overshared a lot and i feel every fckg thing so i cant even read anything without feeling annoyed.
Worst, i dont know what happened to me. Like i cant even keep small information. Few minutes ago the dr explain the symptom and what im having but i forgot. I was told the thing inside my brain was not even dangerous but after intense pressure i went through the surgery
I lost memory and capabilities for no fckg reason. The thing in my head was not an emergency, supposedly it can stop growing or shrink or whatever to the point of non existant but everyone make it a big deal so now my head and brain is in tattered
I live independently before, but now i have to rely and live with my father because i am very low functioning. If i dont type it now, very few minute later will forget everything and be like nothing happened with my dad
He so soft now pretending like he didnt do anything wrong but sometime i remember things and realise why i hate him. Now its a series of my dad begging me to do thing with him that i promised when i dont remember. Worse, he got proof of me being excited we're going to do something fun
Worse fckg worse, when i remember i just ignore him all together so in our chat room it just me being you remember right, im so excited, can wwe do this and that etc etc have good convo aand out of nowhere i ignore him while he literally beg
And dr cant do anything because im fine except for my brain. I reread my comment in these websit, at other social media and realise how fucked up my life was. But im so fckg confuse all the time
I was feeling dejected that some of my memory got reset (?) or broken somewhere, its hard to piece back some information and my brain is jumbling. But to read some of the manga i love for the first time again is really thrilling lol. Im having fun reading some of the complete maanga once more loke the first time because i know the story but i cant exactly pin point information
Currently reading hidoku shinaide, so perfecttttt. I read it when i was super young and still ongoing, i remember waiting for the update and scanlation the manga myself but now its perfect. I dont like rereading long manga, but to read it for the first time with same excitement and curiousity owhh so good so good
Anyway, my father think he can be sleek pretending to be good father because i forget. But i still have comments here that remind me why i dont interact with him much lol
I dont know why im ranting lol. When they diagnose the foreign thing in my brain, i was made aware that some of my personality will change. And yeah, i tend to overshared now. I hate myself for that part lol but no worries, im rereading all my fave while is still can
I dont understand the few latest chapter. What they actually try to achieve through this meeting and their plan before by live streaming. can someone explain to me in easy word. Sorry just went through surgery so my brain aint braining
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I really cant shake this feeling that heesoo is a terible parent. Why the heck would he refuse to not hold the new baby in front of byul. He make matter worse because he drag byul into feeling even more unpleasant instead of showing him the right way
If you read my long comment ago you would know i have an absent father. He fckd around with one of his ex student and end up with a daughter when im 18. He kinda treated the baby unpleasantly because he feel bad for abandoning me and i grow up feeling more annoyed because he make me feel guilty
I treated the baby just okay and now shes already 8 years old. But i just couldn’t treat the mom and my own dad nicely. I come back weekly to get my allowance and theres always something shitty the mom did. Previously she take my old school uniform to attend her work dinner. Later i caught her and my dad making out on the sofa wearing the uniform. So i grab a jar of water and spill on both of them and called their daughter to see what theyre doing. The panic on their face is chef kiss
She even try to make father split his inheritance 50:50 instead of 15:75 so i make father sign a document that he need my permission to change the inheritance. Father barely say no and the mom should know by now that i dont plan to back down
Guys, i remember reading a bl where
1) the bot like his brother who is a judoka
2) the top is a psychiatric and know that bot like his own brother so he threat the bot
3) turn out the brother also like the bot, but too late because bot already like top