I was feeling dejected that some of my memory got reset (?) or broken somewhere, its hard to piece back some information and my brain is jumbling. But to read some of the manga i love for the first time again is really thrilling lol. Im having fun reading some of the complete maanga once more loke the first time because i know the story but i cant exactly pin point information
Currently reading hidoku shinaide, so perfecttttt. I read it when i was super young and still ongoing, i remember waiting for the update and scanlation the manga myself but now its perfect. I dont like rereading long manga, but to read it for the first time with same excitement and curiousity owhh so good so good
Anyway, my father think he can be sleek pretending to be good father because i forget. But i still have comments here that remind me why i dont interact with him much lol
I dont know why im ranting lol. When they diagnose the foreign thing in my brain, i was made aware that some of my personality will change. And yeah, i tend to overshared now. I hate myself for that part lol but no worries, im rereading all my fave while is still can
Guys, i remember reading a bl where
1) the bot like his brother who is a judoka
2) the top is a psychiatric and know that bot like his own brother so he threat the bot
3) turn out the brother also like the bot, but too late because bot already like top
Kyouai Shinri Paradox
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kyouai_shinri_paradox/
Oh my gosh ! I kept wondering, wtf this person means by bot - starts thinking about robots and Ai - then realised it's bottom ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Do you think it could be - the third perspective
After my brain surgery, I dont know what is wrong with me. My brain not braining, i overshared a lot and i feel every fckg thing so i cant even read anything without feeling annoyed.
Worst, i dont know what happened to me. Like i cant even keep small information. Few minutes ago the dr explain the symptom and what im having but i forgot. I was told the thing inside my brain was not even dangerous but after intense pressure i went through the surgery
I lost memory and capabilities for no fckg reason. The thing in my head was not an emergency, supposedly it can stop growing or shrink or whatever to the point of non existant but everyone make it a big deal so now my head and brain is in tattered
I live independently before, but now i have to rely and live with my father because i am very low functioning. If i dont type it now, very few minute later will forget everything and be like nothing happened with my dad
He so soft now pretending like he didnt do anything wrong but sometime i remember things and realise why i hate him. Now its a series of my dad begging me to do thing with him that i promised when i dont remember. Worse, he got proof of me being excited we're going to do something fun
Worse fckg worse, when i remember i just ignore him all together so in our chat room it just me being you remember right, im so excited, can wwe do this and that etc etc have good convo aand out of nowhere i ignore him while he literally beg
And dr cant do anything because im fine except for my brain. I reread my comment in these websit, at other social media and realise how fucked up my life was. But im so fckg confuse all the time
Your brain is plastic and malleable, it can heal. Meditating and mindfulness, and aerobic exercise has shown to increase neural connections in the brain. People with TBI recover. You need lots of sleep, you need to eat healthy, exercise, and when things get hard or you are scared? Push through; you need to push through, and your brain will make new connections to adapt. Talk to your neurologist or neurosurgeon to help you with coming up with a plan, all is not lost. If for now your memory is not reliable, outsource it like you are doing with texts, write everything down, let writing be your memory until your brain heals. Good luck.