LotusCrisps's Things

Cuz why not i'm in the mood to read spookie stuff

Just so you know, i am, in fact, a fucking pussy that got scared of every little thing so tell me your worst experience. Im ready.

My lover is the most gentle person ever, i used to meet him every other day and we've been tgt for more than 2 years

Then, my family had a circumstances where we need to move to a different city, far from him. He himself, has a circumstances where it's very hard for him to meet me.

6 months passed without seeing each other and he suddenly become very irritable. Example, i go to spa/ do my nails/ and he suddenly said "what do you need all that for? I'm not even there. You got someone new?" Even though i showed him proof and even let him login to my social media accounts.

Do you think he's toxic from the start and i just don't realize it or do you think he just want attention in the most twisted way possible?

leaving phone to charge for hours just to find out there's a charger malfuction and my battery is still 5%

My bf and i had a huge fight and we decied to forgive each other.
I was trying to login to my insta from his phone when i saw a recently log in account that i didn't know of on his phone (yk how insta usually show a recently login account? And you can just tap it to relogin..)
so i check his DM and there it is.. he send a dm to his ex.. i mean that girl didn't even answer him (maybe blocked by her idk honestly i was too out of it when i found out)

They didn't talk, but i feel betrayed..
Not only he send her text asking for her well being, he also didn't deleted his chat history with her...