I lowkey like this FL. Rarely do we see morally grey characters but she is one. Instead of seeing people as what they are and changeable, she sees them as the shadow of their future and her past. She is clearly traumatized and flawed. I think part of the reason she is unable to break away from this mindset is that she is still in a state of survival.
She definitely is in a state of survival and to be honest I kinda hope she ends up creating the monster that undoes her and doesn't get a chance to undo it. While everyone around her (child wise) are literally children she's viewing these children through the eyes of an adult and usually you see a shift midway through a manhwa. Rarely do the MCs face the consequence of traumatising a child to this extent.
Is he Cthulhu? Bc he has powers over the minds of humans. And I’m wondering if the ML’s comment on her mind being stronger than she thinks is because anyone that sees his true form goes crazy but she hasn’t. Or this could be a totally made up Eldritch god. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍