HERE COMES THE FUNNIEST AND MOST DRAMATIC ARC EVERRR. my favorite arc
its so dramatic. what stuck in my head is:
it will turn into another holy war demons vs mankind. then kiyoung unlocked his tainted ver. Dark Kiyoung and descend to battle but on the side of the demons. he acted like he was corrupted by the demons, everyone felt so helpless.
hyunsung got so depressed btw, he locked himself up and refuse to fight kiyoung (regression depression? lol). kiyoung even have to sneak into hyunsung's dream to motivate him and convince him that Light Kiyoung is still there, then hyunsung got his awakening. IT WAS SO DRAMATIC, kiyoung deserve an oscar for his acting.
btw this is the start of the crybaby and Dark Hyunsung. i hope the manhwa doesnt change too much of the plot ╥﹏╥
fuck ok i cant get this manhwa out of my head so ive been rereading this like a madman. get ready for long text wall
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Chapter 32
GAWD DAYMN that smoking scene intimate as fuckkkk. My jaw fucking dropped when Namwoo carefully guide Shinsoo to inhale slowly yet deeply...
I dont get the Shin Sei hate? She's a teenager in a society where poor people got bullied. I think it's quite known on how intense SK's bullying is, so no wonder she grew up into a compulsive liar to save herself. But I do feel pity for her. Admit it or not, you all must have at least one classmate in your life that often lied about anything and we all know those kind of people wont end in a good situation.
I cant justify her hate for her brother but i kinda get it where it come from. Her hate came from distorted memory. Pretty clear their mom posioned the birthday cake as seen how Sei needed immediate medical help after eating that. Idk if Sei misunderstood Shinsoo killed their mom (out of defense) or she misunderstood that Shinsoo is the source of their mom's misery to the point she committed...truly wonder how this siblings story will lead to...
☆ Theory time ☆
Its pretty obvious Nam Woori has shit luck, so his parents and grandma create a lucky charm in shape of a ring. One of the reason why Namwoo's mom made him befriend Shin Soobin is not only bc he's lonely, but it's a ritual to exchange luck?? I'm guessing the ring is the catalyst for that exchange.
Remember: on his first death, his necklace that bears the lucky ring was cut by Shinsoo's knife. Namwoo's grandma told him to never let go of the ring, maybe that's when his luck runs out. But coincidentally, the person who cut those necklace are the same person who he exchange luck with.
Another guess: their luck return as it originally used to be, but since this involve life and death, maybe their fate also got entangled in the process.
This is why every misfortune befalls Shinsoo, Namwoo will also experiences it.
Can't help but think: everytime Shinsoo die, Namwoo will die too.
His second life flow smoothly, yet he still died from heart attack on his birthday. Maybe Shinsoo was dying at the same time from overwork idk.
Proofing another point: his nth death (i forgor) where Shinsoo crash his motorbike on to Namwoo (lol), I can see Namwoo was actually not that injured, he's still shouting and hollering lol. But Shinsoo was heavily injured. And the next second, Namwoo died alongside Shinsoo.
damn i wrote too much. ok thank u for coming to my long ass essay, have a good day (⌒▽⌒)
coming back rereading this after finishing the novel's main story.
ah... they were so innocent and carefree in their early career huh...*nudged kang ichae*
here's the fan tl until chapter 205
https://noodlebrainsquad.org/the-trashy-pd-has-to-survive-as-an-idol-episode-1/
here's the raws until main story ending
https://booktoki468.com/novel/109155/%EB%A7%9D%EB%82%98%EB%8B%88-PD-%EC%95%84%EC%9D%B4%EB%8F%8C%EB%A1%9C-%EC%82%B4%EC%95%84%EB%82%A8%EA%B8%B0
ok i will tell you big BIG spoiler.
Hoyoon is actually dead. When he finished the evil editing and its aired on tv, the idol trainee got so many backlash and i think it got underlying suggestion that she almost attempt suicide(? im not so sure). Her life was ruined bc of that evil editing. Hoyoon panicked, he never thought his work will took on someone's life so he drive his car to the trainee's house in a frenzy but then he got into a car accident: instant death (ironic, it was the same way his parents died too).
That's why the system was actually helping him to gain life force by being a famous idol. More fan = more life force. The system is reviving him.
He stayed as an idol by the end btw! Bc theres actually no log out and no parallel world.
The system is actively influencing the real world, erasing (Hoyoon as a PD) and adding (Hoyoon as flop idol) people's memories so Hoyoon can stay with a new backstory. The system lied about getting him back to his og world.
The people who remembered him are his group members! Their memories of him is actually very important bc it's one of the condition to unlock the main story quest. Hoyoon has met every members of The Dawn in the past. Kang Ichae's memory was the hardest one to unlock, it took 450+ chapters for him to finally open up btw T_T Honestly Hoyoon got soooo attached to all members, he was contemplating so much if he want to go back to his og world or not.
I also want to add, Hoyoon is so easy to do fanservice. This guy can queerbait with any idol guy without batting an eye. Expect more of his gay shit (⌒▽⌒)
SORRY FOR THE LONG TEXT WALL!!! I TRULY LOVE THIS NOVEL AND GOT A BIT TOO EXCITED </3
OMG THANK YOU FOR THE TAKING YOUR TIME TO WRITE IT OUT ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
i look forward to seeing it unfold in the manhwa!! im very surprised abt the turn of events, maybe because i dont read a lot of idol stories but i dont think i wouldve predicted it.
i feel kinda sad that he wont go back to being a producer tho but it makes sense (┳Д┳)










need this to end with them having babies