Why do I get the most insane sex scenes while I am around people. Like this this the first time they are getting to know me and I am trying to hide my phone screen in weird angles
I agree. But I think the alpha is supposed to be softie. But from spoilers he is traumatized and he's young. And you can tell he's been outcasted for not fitting into the role of a typical , not just a typical alpha, but of a DOMINANT alpha, to boot. So he's been pretty demoralized.
This is torture!!! Torture I tell you!!!