beta
when he thought about forcefully topping and couldn’t even bring himself to do it even after being put through hell by him (obviously it would be a less than ideal response but yknow) it just made me sad ╥﹏╥. Like he knew how that feels he doesn’t want to do that to another person but maybe I read too much into it…Then it kind of fell into cnc territory which ╮(￣▽￣)╭