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writing this coz i need to get this off my chest
im crashing out rn so bad
i just started reading a bl manhwa with the most gorgeous art and i was loving the story. i went in completely blind and i loveddd the plot: rugged old man who’s handsome and aloof ends up taking care of cute younger man begrudgingly. there was even a vampire twist i was absolutely not expecting! AND THEN I FIND OUT THAT THE OLDER MAN IS THE BOTTOM. and i usually dont have an issue with it but all the flags being raised were telling me what the dynamic was gonna be when they got spicy and i read spoilers and its actually flipped?!?!!!???!!??? it put me off so bad i got so upset and like now im typing this out and realising its actually not that big of a deal but IT IS THAT BIG OF A DEAL BECAUSE BREAK TROPE NORMS ALL YOU WANT BUT- but…. my little heart cant handle it… the manhwa was called “after a meal” if you’re curious. i was so excited to see a cute vampire getting doted on story because I just love that trope, and the way the artist draws the ML is giving bottom. which is degenerate for me to say but thats what it gave. sue me. but idk guys am i being crazy? im being crazy i know, its never this serious. but it is. i need to go to bed