I let this marinate for the longest time and omggg I do not regret it!!ヾ(☆▽☆) The plot was way better than I expected and I especially loved Theo's character development, Umehiko really changed him for the better <3 Also thank you to whoever's uploading the manga version, you are a God send Can't wait for future chaps, I need more of these two being all lovey-dovey(=・ω・=)
I think I'm going through psychosis
EDIT: Holy fuck I just finished reading but this is actually peak??? Memes aside the plot is genuinely good and super engaging!! Love how the relationship between the MC's is portrayed, they're both so fucked up yet still perfect for each other in their weird twisted way (although things still seem quite bittersweet). Anyways I'm not sure why the ratings aren't higher but I still recommend checking this out (especially if you're a fan of TSHD)
Anyone know where I can read the novel? The links to the extras on NovelUpdates don't seem to be working
I just remembered that Publang is doing the Localization of the novel in English https://x.com/publang/status/1914456921526140977









I can understand that Byul is still young and probably just acting like an immature teenager, plus he's already regretting the things that he's said to Hyesung, so it's Dojin that should be the only one to blame here. After knowing all the shit that Hyesung had to go through after being abandoned, and even after forcing him to give birth to Byul, you'd really think that by now he'd have some sort of compassion and learn to respect his husband... But nah he's still the piece of shit that he always was from the start. I seriously cannot wait to see what sorry ass excuse the author's going to make up to justify Dojin seeing that bitch behind Hyesung's back for all of these years.
No matter what happens from this point I still will never like Dojin and I will forever be a Hyesung defender till the end. I just hope that Hyesung and Byul can make up eventually and that Byul can understand that his mother had valid reasons to leave and that at the end of the day he still loves him. Unlike his grandma, Hyesung still came back in the end to his baby :(
Also that first kiss was so disappointing! As much as i love them as a pairing I really feel like now was NOT the right time for any of that