He’s so there for the uke lmao, sure he’s pretty but he’s not like…pretty if you get me. I suspect he’s another god and the ukes his lover or past lover. The golden eyes of the uke tells me that he’s deffo divine in his own way. He’s probabaly a god of life and so he goes through cycles of reincarnation maybe? I’m reallyyyy not sure but I don’t think he’s meant to be friendly with the “current lover” he’s got now. It’s like he’s been conditioned, he hates everything about his life rn and has shown how he feels trapped like prey. The pink haired guy is deffo there to whisk him away.
When I was young n dumb I said a similar thing to someone. Wasn’t at all what I expected it to be. Just wiping your eyes doesn’t work, it got in there and then by time I got to shower my hair had crusty bits. Best keep these things a fantasy honestly mr uke. Not worth the hassle.
I still think this could be a vision, the only think making me think it’s not is the phrase “you going to out me to” and then the after part. If it isn’t a vision and this actually happened then the mc is delusional. No way in hell the ml is going to just accept him after this. I think he’s going to cut both the mc and twink out of his life. The mc for what he did and the twink because if the phrase “you going to out me to”. He’s to smart to not know what that means. Looking forward to season 2 when actual conversation will happen and the two of them can properly peruse each other.
Okay so yeah the last parts him imagining things again, the colours changed, his pupils are now all black. The authors shown us this before so I think he’s just imaging what he wishes he could do in that situation. Maybe I’m giving him to much credit here but he’s shown time and again that while the black haired man is somewhat right about his true desires he’s also wrong because the mc does hold himself in check. It’s like how people have fantasy’s but they’d never actually wanna do it because of morality etc. not saying the mc is a nice guy. He’s deffo messaged up but he’s actively fighting himself where the black haired man is concerned. The next chapters probably gonna show us what he wants to do/what the black haired man expects and then it’ll probs just end with him suddenly sitting up and leaving saying something like “well that was boring etc”. Maybe he’ll embarrass the black haired guy by saying his technique sucked but yeah. I don’t think it’s real
Mr alpha is fumbling. He’s got trauma from his past and he’s scared that he’s going to lose his most “important “ person. He’s always been aware that the beta likes him I think he’s just always bro zoned it. I think he noticed the beta as a man a lot sooner than he’s letting on and that’s why he avoided him so much during his ruts because he knew something would come off it. A little like when you’re drunk around your crush, you say dumb shi. So rn he’s not being very clear because he’s panicking. He thinks that by giving the beta what he wants he’ll stick around and I do think he’s doing it from a place of mutual feelings like he does love him but he’s gaslit himself for so long he’s struggling with that concept. But not only is he suddenly doing this he’s also changing his role in every aspect, he’s going from carer to boyfriend, from top to bottom. From the one in charge to the one completely vulnerable now.
I don’t have this chapter actually. It was needed. Whilst MC was falling in love he was kinda deluding himself, I also thing the ml was doing the same. One was doing it for “love” and the other for his “love” so eventually it would have to end. I don’t think either one of them “enjoyed” that threesome even the twink (lol). ML is gonna use the “contract” as a way to keep the Mc away from the twink and I think it’s gonna come to a head once the twink finds out and I’m 100% certain the MC will arrange something for him to find out.
This guy…poor kids going through it. Clearly suffering with some for, of psychosis and instead of helping him he’s just making it worse, I think that’s gonna be the point of this story though? It’s gonna get so much worse before it gets better
I was always curious how an alpha wouldn’t know another man was an omega. Or even a beta due to the natural….juices? That happens but then this manga kinda gave me an insight- any man would instinctively use lube unless they were sure the body wouldn’t need it. Gay men and even some straight couples deffo need it so he just straight up lubed him up. Then ofc the author was also really good at covering the other loophole- taste. Author covered the texture part and so they were careful not to include the tongue lashing because I’m sorry….anyone would know the difference then between lube and natural. Even in fantasy so I’m glad this author actually showed that lol. Other mangas with similar tropes I just dropped because well…it’s dumb and you can’t mistake it for lube if it’s in a world without it anyway….thanks fofor reading my dumb af thoughts.
No one’s susy about the kid? The lil boy just vanished. His dad’s refusing to let him see the kid and he’s not been mentioned for a while now. I’m worried yall…we gonna get the smex scene followed by drama? Dck before the storm and all that
Don’t ask me how but I’m feeling bad for the mc…. Like the twink said all that and then he pleasured him to keep him away from the ml. I don’t think they did it all the way? Probs just hands and mouth I think but that’s why he’s going so crazy rn. Like what he’s doing to the ml is NOT okay I want to make that clear but I think in the mcs head he’s doing it to Luke purge himself….i really don’t know. The look after the twink got me going down a conspiracy spiral cus why’s he look like a victim there’s so much more to the mc and the thinks “relationship”.
Like…the scene where he says he doesn’t even know if it’s cum from him is so obvious “I tried wiping myself it just kept coming out” it’s clearly arousal from himself. It’s why when they did it the first few seconds it happens. I’m surprised no one else is talking about it. I’m going to assume he’s recessive and that cus he’s around a dominant in his rut it triggered the awakening.
I really really do think that the mc is the “bad guy” in this. I feel like he’s forgotten his past but his memory is trying to tell him something through his dreams. He saw lots of people blaming him who were bloody. I think he’s a scientist of some kind with a false memory and identity due to his accident. Do I think he knows the ml? I’m 50/50 on that. I’m kinda torn because I THINK that he could be a reason why the ml is the way he is and that’s why the ml throws up after they kiss but somethings telling me thtats not it.
Or third person. I don’t think he’s the original guy who that face/head belongs to.
But if I remember correctly wasn’t he the one hurting his siblings? It’s been so long since I read the novel though. He’d forget after doing it tho
But from the last flash back it seems she knew the uke was the father, don’t yall think that maybe she was aware that they liked each other? Both of the men I mean. Seems she slept around a lot, there was probabaly more men she could have pinned it on but she chose these two specifically.
Can he read minds or at least influence them? The whole town struggling remember bad memories and then the mc to. I dunno…it wouldn’t surprise me if the ml can “dampen “ memories to help make it easier for the people he’s caring for. Either that or I thought “what if they’re under a spell “ and the ml is doing it but not in a good way BUT I just dunno, this mo isn’t screaming black flag or even red flag. I think he’s gonna be yellow for sure but I don’t think he’s evil. I think the town and its ppl have something weird interlinked. No doors being locked, no memories and very strict rules and the whole ambiguity of “if ppl don’t follow the rules” kinda thing.
Someone said they thought him getting pregnant would be more consensual like did we read the same story? I’m not for grape at all but the ml hasn’t really once asked the mc if he’s okay with anything he’s doing. I’m just a sucker reading it cus the arts stunning and I’m sorry the mls so beautiful but I have no delusions about his character lmao
I won’t lie…my friend lowkey nearly ruined this for me. My friends a raging pervert exactly like our mc….and the whole time I was like “this is her….this is my friend”. But don’t worry I managed to overcome it. I just had second hand cringe sometimes but it’s such a good read, just almost to relatable I guess (and guys she really is just as shameless as our mc here).
I’m going to hold off. The plots confusing but from what I think I understand she wasn’t a good person. She saved a young boy and then prostituted him out to other Nobel woman while also getting him to service her. She started fighting pits to. I think it’s telling that she didn’t want to be a villain cus she’d die. I think she’s THE villain or maybe she’s an anti hero. I suspect the emperor n the poor house man may have some awful stuff going on and her n her dog are working to bring it down. What would make her the anti hero is her ability to use n abuse ppl to reach her goal. Now our poor fl has to sus this out herself.