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THIS DAY -WAS- *IS* GOING TO BE PERFECT
THE KIND OF DAY WHICH I WISHED SINCE I WAS YOUNG
Hi so- ok this is gonna be kinda long. I’m 21 and I’ve got 0 friends to talk to and I want some help.
In my work there’s this guy whom I have a crush on but we don’t speak and only share glances.
We can’t talk cuz I work with my parents so he blinks and I blink back and that’s our hi I guess.
A week ago he gave me free popcorn and the next day gave me and my parents cake from his birthday. But then he stopped “talking” to me.
I was on an errand some days ago and I watched him eating shawarma with his female coworker. I couldn’t bear watching them so I pretended I didn’t see them. I’m sure they saw me. Since then my resolution was to forget about him.
But then today he murmured hello to me when I walked by and glanced at me when he walked by my office. And he broke my resolution like a twig in half and I don’t know what should I do now should I forget him? I want to confess my feelings to him directly and have a clean end but I don’t know how. I’ve been swallowing manga after webcomic and I’ve realised that I want to talk about them to stop thinking of him.
So, anybody want to talk about mangas?
beep me up. i'm up for this!
Ok where do I beep you up?
send me email hahaha
I am with an Asahi and like a Baal, I tried to break up with the asahi telling him that I don’t know if I love him and he said we could work it together. And the Baal has his own problems with an ex too. I don’t know what to do, I don’t want to be alone.
Did you ever like the Asahi in the beginning? Feelings aren’t linear - it really isn’t weird that you fell out of love with Asahi, it happens a lot unfortunately. But it can also happen the other way around, you can also fall in love with the same person twice. But does he actually have a plan on how you two could work this out? And do you actually want to work this out? It’s okay to leave good relationships because you don’t love the other person, being honest about this means you respect them fully.
Taking into account that you don’t want to be alone, you need to realize that leaving Asahi means that you’ll almost definitely be alone, since the Baal guy probably won’t get into a relationship with you as he’s still dealing with his ex.
But hey being alone doesn’t mean you’ll be lonely - try to spend time with friends or ppl you like. I wish you the best of luck dealing with this.