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I think the author fumbled with ML’s character a bit. There are other age gap novels where the seme isn’t as creepy (his inner thoughts and what he says to the uke even barely knowing him is just gross). Like I thought we were having a romantic normal slice of like scene and the seme just goes “I want to rub mt d1ck on his face” WHAT?? Also the line “ wanna take a look at my adult d1ck” was sooooo icky