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i know it's easy to say you'd rather kys if you were in his position, but being a survivor all his life i imagine that concept just shatters everything he had worked for. i'd definitely want to survive, but i know i'm not strong enough to go decades living like a prostitute & a punching bag for something i didn't even do. kms could even be a last resort for an escape & revenge towards that fuck face. i guess the question is what are you living for?