Foxxy want to read (All 489)
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I read in other site that have more chapters and They fking went down hill from the chasing arc and shorten every last bit of the fking details emotional roller coaster parts of the novel and fk everything up just to rush the fking story and even changed shit up that it's no longer making any sense
And what, Andante didn't even beat the shit out of Shin Haechang??? Bro be fking for real, the illustrator must be so fking lazy to draw the actual plot of the novel at this point lol... time to drop this I guess
Where did u read it?
You meant the novel or the manhwa?
For manhwa you can just search it up with the title and ch that you want and it will show up but for novel it is from AzilaTL (name of the site)
I understand that he is guilty for surviving but from his comrades view, he was a victim and not just that he was a child that was pushed to death door with them... he had barely lived his life and his only string (his best friend) died while he watched the light leave his friend's eyes and everyone understood perfectly how he would follow his friend after saving everyone. He tried to sacrifice himself for them so to save a child from that kind of death, they sacrificed themselves while leaving some duty for him to fulfill so he could not take his own life while also giving him time to heal from the trauma because all of those hobbies are exactly what mental patients need to relieve themselves. They wanted him to live, they wanted him to truly live and not just barely alive but living the life that he could not have before and it is so beautiful and heart wrenching
sobbing
this is one that gets me emotional the most in the story. i mean imagine leaving a will to the youngest of your bunch something that would take his mind from ending his life hoping that your will , will somehow help him see and experience the beauty of being alive. they know he will carry the burden ( survivor's guilt ) forever but they really wanted him to live. ╥﹏╥
and their resolve that he will leave the dungeon alive too. like they know he will not die there also something you'll think about. they know he will leave the place alive. （/TДT)/
I mean he (by his memory) wasn't there when he died. But yeah, his reason for wanting to die was due to the gaps of his memory and not necessarily because being the only survivor. It's hard to explain without spoiling the actual plot twist though but let's just say if we're hurting now, we'll hurt more as we go on. Especially once they're back in the dungeon